Sorry For Being Such A Bastard Lately
Posted: 2003-01-21 11:25pm
As many of you know, I've been rather hostile and jerkish lately. First of all, I want to apologise for my behavior.
Second of all, I'd like to offer an explenation. I know that this won't excuse my behavior, but at least you'll know why I've been such a jerk.
For more than a month, during the entire Winter Break, my computer had been deteriorating in it's performance. My OS was becomming corrupted, my HD was being accessed constanly, and many things just didn't work. Since my connection was terrible, and I had to deal with things like Java being totally nonfunctional and minute-long lags as I waited for my hard drive to kick in, I got a little testy and impatient with other users.
After moving everything importent off, formatting my hard drive, and reinstalling my OS last week, Sarah is back to normal.
Another problem was a major problem concerning my university course schedule. I had delayed in signing up for courses when I should have, so I had to meet with my advisor in an emergency appointment at the last minute. There was very little left to choose from, but after a period of about two weeks, I was able to complete my schedule, including some courses to contribute to my GE and Major requirements. That concluded this weekend.
So the past several weeks has been rather stressful for me, and debating in topics like the Eva thread and dealing with Kojikun didn't help much. When I get really stressed, I tend to vent it outward towards others. I can get rather worked up very easily, and I don't have much tollerance when people try to pass garbage by me, so I react without pulling punches and bite their balls off. I tend to tell people when I think they're being an idiot.
But I have noticed something: sometimes people badmouth me and occasionally just make plain insulting references to me, as if I'm some kind of monster. Here's what I have to say about it: if you don't want the dog to bite you, quit poking it with the fucking stick. ArmorPierce: you know what I'm talking about. Quit posting in BOTM that I'm such a fucking prude when I haven't said shit for more then a MONTH!!
Ahem, basically: please try to leave me alone and stop attacking me.
Basically, I know some of you think I'm becomming an asshole, and I assume a few even hate me. I'll work on controlling myself from now on, which should be easier as I'm no longer dealing with such stressful complications in my real life.
Thank you for your time.
-Spanky The Dolphin
Second of all, I'd like to offer an explenation. I know that this won't excuse my behavior, but at least you'll know why I've been such a jerk.
For more than a month, during the entire Winter Break, my computer had been deteriorating in it's performance. My OS was becomming corrupted, my HD was being accessed constanly, and many things just didn't work. Since my connection was terrible, and I had to deal with things like Java being totally nonfunctional and minute-long lags as I waited for my hard drive to kick in, I got a little testy and impatient with other users.
After moving everything importent off, formatting my hard drive, and reinstalling my OS last week, Sarah is back to normal.
Another problem was a major problem concerning my university course schedule. I had delayed in signing up for courses when I should have, so I had to meet with my advisor in an emergency appointment at the last minute. There was very little left to choose from, but after a period of about two weeks, I was able to complete my schedule, including some courses to contribute to my GE and Major requirements. That concluded this weekend.
So the past several weeks has been rather stressful for me, and debating in topics like the Eva thread and dealing with Kojikun didn't help much. When I get really stressed, I tend to vent it outward towards others. I can get rather worked up very easily, and I don't have much tollerance when people try to pass garbage by me, so I react without pulling punches and bite their balls off. I tend to tell people when I think they're being an idiot.
But I have noticed something: sometimes people badmouth me and occasionally just make plain insulting references to me, as if I'm some kind of monster. Here's what I have to say about it: if you don't want the dog to bite you, quit poking it with the fucking stick. ArmorPierce: you know what I'm talking about. Quit posting in BOTM that I'm such a fucking prude when I haven't said shit for more then a MONTH!!
Ahem, basically: please try to leave me alone and stop attacking me.
Basically, I know some of you think I'm becomming an asshole, and I assume a few even hate me. I'll work on controlling myself from now on, which should be easier as I'm no longer dealing with such stressful complications in my real life.
Thank you for your time.
-Spanky The Dolphin