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*Warning: Rant which will take several tangents*

I hate my life. My stupid fucking mom not only divorces my dad, but kicks him out and tries to live in the house that she can't hope to pay for by herself. Well, so now it's going to be going up for sale soon. The house I have been living in for almost half my life. So much for my wistful imaginings of me coming home to it ten years later and being able to reminisce in my room about all the good things that happened. Why is this? Because my mom is so fucking stupid, she is willing to ruin my life and the life of my siblings just because she is too god damned stubborn to admit that she is wrong, that maybe my dad should have stayed here at the house, and she should have moved out.

And tonight, she got an email from my History teacher saying I wasn't at her class today. Well, I wasn't, but it was a review day, and even though we have a test tomorrow, I'm confident about it. Of course, my mom says "blah blah, do you want to fail?" (with me at a solid C) and how it's all my fault, when I know that much of my grades slipping has to do with this whole stupid divorce. But, hey, so now she thinks that I should'nt be able to use the computer or video games. Guess that's fine, since her check to the broadband company bounced anyways. I won't be on SD.net for a bit, it seems. And so much for me getting to see the Matrix:Reloaded this weekend.

There's about five other things that are fucking pissing me off rightn ow, but I don't want to talk about them... the two things that keep running though my mind though is that I can't seem to get things I want done right, and that at the end of the whole lectur about school my mom gave me, she said that I should "seriously pray about it". I'm sorry mom, but no fucking thank you.

If only she would respect my beliefs. But no. She's so fucking stubborn and unreasonible that I'm even afraid to tell her that I don't believe in prayer.

DPDarkPrimus wrote:*Warning: Rant which will take several tangents*

I'm sorry things aren't going so smoothly for you. I'm not very good at offering advice (even though I try anyway) so all I can say is that I hope things improve soon.

Fuck dude, ok........assembling thoughts....................

Ok, number one; perspective. Your house, well that sucks but the memories you'll experience in ten years will be of the good times reguardless of where they are. People are like that, only remembering the good shit.

As to the divorce, sorry dude. My mom ditched my dad before I can remember so I have really no idea of what you're going through. My advice is to concentrate on you. Your mom and dad will fued about this for years to come, aknowlege this and come to terms with it. They both will love you, but will hate each other. Refuse to get involved in the power struggle that will insue.

As too the rest, life seems shitty now, wait until you are in charge and see if you do better. Take it easy man.

That sucks, I hope things get better.

In a pinch, remember that most public libraries (in the states) have 'net access now, or you could get a library card at your local uni.

Its not all bad. At least your cat/dog- *honk - screeeeeeee THUD* Never mind.

Damn man, I didn't know how things were going on at your place. I'm sorry you've got all this to deal with. Considering I've lived in my house all my life, I at least have an idea about how important it is to have such an important place to return to. Also sucks to not have internet access, of course. Sorry to hear about it.

So, what's this about not seeing The Matrix:Reloaded this weekend? Is your mom keeping you home for crazy reasons, or have you just not got a ride? If it's not the first reason, I could probably take my car, mooch my mother for cash, and take you and Spanky to the Windsong theater. It wasn't on my plan for the weekend, but I could fit it in if possible.

Hope things turn up for you soon, DP.

Jeez hope things get better for you. Are you planning on moving off to college sometime? It might help the strain between you and your mom to be away from each other for awhile.

Just remember , "This too shall pass"

Thanks everyone... it appears my internet access isn't quite kaput yet... I can't fall asleep due to the whole stress thing...

But I have to say, finding a in-game video of Halo 2 has mellowed me out enough that I think I can fall asleep. Here's hoping for a better day.

DPDarkPrimus wrote:Thanks everyone... it appears my internet access isn't quite kaput yet... I can't fall asleep due to the whole stress thing...

But I have to say, finding a in-game video of Halo 2 has mellowed me out enough that I think I can fall asleep. Here's hoping for a better day.

Yeah no kidding...

Damn that just utterly sucks, seriously hope it turns around better for somewhere down the line, soon.

weemadando wrote:Its not all bad. At least your cat/dog- *honk - screeeeeeee THUD* Never mind.

Heartless, yet funny.

weemadando wrote:Its not all bad. At least your cat/dog- *honk - screeeeeeee THUD* Never mind.

Very helpful.

Dont worry, things seem to be going wrong now, but when everything clears up and you can think straight, you might look around to notice that things are better than they seemed.... and if nothing happens, you can laugh at those less fortunate than you, just think, once ... i was pants in front of a bus of teenagers. ^_~

Gandalf wrote:

weemadando wrote:Its not all bad. At least your cat/dog- *honk - screeeeeeee THUD* Never mind.

Very helpful.

I don't have a pet, so it doesn't affect me. Although I could say that it's my mother's fault I don't have a cat, since she is allergic to just about everything with fur... >_>

weemadando wrote:Its not all bad. At least your cat/dog- *honk - screeeeeeee THUD* Never mind.

And you say I'M a heartless bastard.