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For those of you who knwo me yeah, I am getting worse, I have another Dr.'s appointment next week, my diabetes has reduced my discionmaking process expecially combined with my bi-polar tendances, I have little if any energy, and life sucks right now.

I am sorry for letting down my friends.

It's okay dude, we just want to see you get better.

The Yosemite Bear wrote:For those of you who knwo me yeah, I am getting worse, I have another Dr.'s appointment next week, my diabetes has reduced my discionmaking process expecially combined with my bi-polar tendances, I have little if any energy, and life sucks right now.

I am sorry for letting down my friends.

I'm sorry I had to demod you Colin.

I hope you feel better soon. I really do.

I hope you get better soon. You didn't let us down. See ya round, Colin ((((HUG))))

The Yosemite Bear wrote:For those of you who knwo me yeah, I am getting worse, I have another Dr.'s appointment next week, my diabetes has reduced my discionmaking process expecially combined with my bi-polar tendances, I have little if any energy, and life sucks right now.

I am sorry for letting down my friends.

Just take care of yourself, and screw the rest Colin.

This is an internet board, your health is more important than anything else. I hope I see you back here and posting as soon as you can.

Take care of yourself.

fuck I just have been really loosing with my disease, and I need to start taking responsibility for my actions and start really fighting this shit harder...

You haven't let anyone down! It's your damned health! I'm sure I'm speaking for almost everyone, if not everyone, when I say all we want is for you to get better!
Your performance on the board be damned, it's a very small thing to be worried about when you've got this riding you!

Keep us informed, we're rootin' for ya.

The Yosemite Bear wrote:fuck I just have been really loosing with my disease, and I need to start taking responsibility for my actions and start really fighting this shit harder...

As long as you get angry at it and not you anger will be useful, just don't beat yourself up over it k?

We have faith in you Colin, you'll pull through this.

The Yosemite Bear wrote:For those of you who knwo me yeah, I am getting worse, I have another Dr.'s appointment next week, my diabetes has reduced my discionmaking process expecially combined with my bi-polar tendances, I have little if any energy, and life sucks right now.

I am sorry for letting down my friends.

It wasn't your fault. Take better care of yourself, and you'll be better. Do what you have to do: your health is more important than your performance on this board.

Have a very nice day.
-fgalkin

We're all with you in heart if not in body, Colin. Keep plugging away.

Hells, Colin, I don't give a flying fuck what you've done, or whether it's your fault you're sick or not. Just take care of yourself, y'hear?

*hug*

All the best dude.

Thanks a lot, I have another appointment next Friday, and won't be around all day that day.

The Great Leader commands your ill's to vanish, and hopes you improve soon

Hang in there man, you can do better, and you will do better.

[big hugs to Colin]

~ver

*hugs the Bear*

Just do what the Doctor says, and Get Better!

The Yosemite Bear wrote:Thanks a lot, I have another appointment next Friday, and won't be around all day that day.

Questions:

1. Type 1 or Type 2 diabetic?

2. How well is your blood sugar controlled?

3. How have your A1C's been?

4. Do you have to use insulin, or are oral meds enough?

Just curious, as I'm coming up on the 2 year mark since being diagnosed myself (Type 2, last 3 A1C's have been 6.5 or lower, blood sugar normally 100's to 120's, occasionally to 90's; would dip lower, but they took me off Glucovance and put me on straight Metformin). That was fun, actually: 2 days after Thanksgiving, on a whim, my diabetic mother-in-law had me test myself, and I was off the scale of her meter (it tops out at 600 for blood sugar levels), with my first A1C coming it at 14. Then the same day I'm officially diagnosed, 5 days later, I'm laid off from my job. Merry Fucking Christmas was the phrase for that year...

Hope you get it under control Colin, thanks for all the help you've given us here.

Type 2

Thanks to stress my body is now become resistant to the meds....

We don't want to go into how high my sugar has been averaging the last 6 months with stress and medications, diet and exercise. I am stressed and burnt out.

that answer your questionss...

I did not know your diabeties had taken a turn for the worst. Wishing for the best. Do you have decent health insurance through your union?

My old boss yelled at me for not having insurance after my layoff, so I went to Kaiser today to sign up for the personal plan. I will figure out how to pay later.

You know Bear, I haven't been around here much lately, so I don't know what (if anything) happened, but I can say that you're one of the few people here that could burn this place down to fucking ground and still be loved. I wouldn't give a second thought to it. Take care of yourself, because we need the Bear! Who else can confuse everyone with talk of punch cards?

Viva Ursa!

Oh shit!
I hope you can get thought this, I'd hate to lose a good friend I wish there was something I could do to help

The last few days I am feeling much better, I had the physical time to clean my feet really well for the first time since the summer rush began remember I have been working 10hrs a day since April...