Ahhh well, bye bye friendship, not that you ever where real.
Posted: 2004-03-10 09:45am
Yeah, ended the cause of nearly a year worth of being depressed now, or atleast I feel alot better about it, told my ex. to stuff it to put it bluntly, don't wanna be her friend, don't wanna have her around me, and I know what kind of manipulative bitch she is and how she used me.
This was a relationship that ended last summer, but not because I wanted it too.
She kept me hooked for a long time really, pretended we where friends, I wouldn't mind buying her a beer, or stuff like that, but that was also all I was there for apparently.
I kinda suspected that the last few months, but not until one her friends, who is also my friend, told me what she had said about me (something like, "well if he doesn't want todo these things he doesn't have to, but atleast I get beer and alcohol if I want" this is also a part of what made her "best" friends secretly hate her) did I know for certain.
So enough with this bitch, she's dug her own grave, nobody of her best friends even likes her anymore, but noone says anything because they are real friends with her BF who they don't want to alientate or hurt.
I don't care though, I told her something like this over a mail, yes a mail, she don't deserve a real conversation:
Why do you keep me on that special friend list of yours(online community thing) anyway? It's not like we are friends now is it? We just know each other, thats all.
Come to think of it, I doubt we ever where friends, or anything more than that either, I was just usefull to you because I was over 18, had a car and could buy beer.
Just thought you should know that I know, too.
Then there was some whining and such and other stuff, but I don't care nor believe anything she says.
This was to me like taking off a leash, I feel much more free now.
Oh well, carpe jugulum.
This was a relationship that ended last summer, but not because I wanted it too.
She kept me hooked for a long time really, pretended we where friends, I wouldn't mind buying her a beer, or stuff like that, but that was also all I was there for apparently.
I kinda suspected that the last few months, but not until one her friends, who is also my friend, told me what she had said about me (something like, "well if he doesn't want todo these things he doesn't have to, but atleast I get beer and alcohol if I want" this is also a part of what made her "best" friends secretly hate her) did I know for certain.
So enough with this bitch, she's dug her own grave, nobody of her best friends even likes her anymore, but noone says anything because they are real friends with her BF who they don't want to alientate or hurt.
I don't care though, I told her something like this over a mail, yes a mail, she don't deserve a real conversation:
Why do you keep me on that special friend list of yours(online community thing) anyway? It's not like we are friends now is it? We just know each other, thats all.
Come to think of it, I doubt we ever where friends, or anything more than that either, I was just usefull to you because I was over 18, had a car and could buy beer.
Just thought you should know that I know, too.
Then there was some whining and such and other stuff, but I don't care nor believe anything she says.
This was to me like taking off a leash, I feel much more free now.
Oh well, carpe jugulum.
