Golden Lanka (TGG). Complete story.
Posted: 2008-10-08 01:39am
Golden Lanka
Part the First of Two.
"Golden Lanka will also one day Burn."
Lord Ram turned to the enigmatic figure who now ruled, both legally and in reality, the Empire of his people. "Lady Nirrti, praytell what you mean?"
"Another part of the prophecy I received some hundreds of years ago," the long-faced Devaastra answered to her last surviving counterpart. Her hair was dark crimson red, the exact colour of blood, spooling and falling down until it reached the mark of her knees, blue-on-blue eyes, betraying not a hint of iris or cornea, regarding him in casual ease, ignoring the intensity in which she always lived. "It seems quite terrifyingly real, now."
"I don't know why you have declined to bring Lassha aboard our ships," Ram answered as he impatiently stalked the upper grille on the bridge of the Lord Krishna, looking down at the massive hologlobe below that encompassed the displays from the Sol symbol. "You are going to be worrying about her throughout the whole battle."
"The Pamirs are quite safe. Ravana is attacking us, remember. He will not try to completely destroy the Earth, but seize it for himself; even in the madness our true enemies have brought to us, he is too cunning for that. No, my fear is that he'll win, and in the process destroy all of us. That is why I do not presume to elevate Lassha; she would be his target if she were a newling, barely a Devaastra and just raised to the powers we hold, unfamiliar in their use. I cannot take the risk."
"I keep my harem aboard the Curoija," a voice of a different accent spoke, glaring contemptuously at the two Mariliths on either side, each brandishing a nula-weapon and close-range disintegrators. In combination, they might have a microscopic chance of killing her, at cost of their own lives. "I expect that even if your precious Lord Ravana is willing to gamble for power, that Gorkha and Kshatriya, treacherous comrades from my own arms, will not be so merciful. You may well regret keeping Lassha on the surface..."
"So far, Maedhv Curoi'larijh," Nirrti answered mildly, as she turned, shifting her robes, and gazed sharply at her recent enemy, "I have not seen Ravana to have any lack of control over his compatriots in this madness." A frown. "And don't look at Lord Ram's presence as a mark against you, for all that you broadcast so brazenly your mistrust. I did not invite the Lady Danuya so that I could cut you off without support and kill you; you know I am above that. Ram and I are quite committed to the alliance."
The far more firey haired High Caste Asvin glared for a moment, and then sighed in the midst of her green cloak. "Very well. Both of us, the last of the loyal Golden Condors, stand with you--as you well know. Our government has given you full support, that I can't really imagine how you as an alien seized control..."
"She was of the highest surviving rank!" Ram snapped, beautiful and manfully handsome countenance turned furiously to Maedhv. "Do not doubt it. I would never support a coup by an outsider, but she has fought alongside us, and against your poisoned people, for a dozen generations. She acceded naturally to the highest rank and you will never doubt this."
"Of course," Maedhv smirked. "Dare I presume to question your honour..."
"You would sorely regret it. We are more experienced than both you and Danuya," Nirrti added, a bit darkly but also quite true. She was the oldest, the first, and she would not hold back against those she mostly despised, though in the case of Maedhv some genuine hope lingered. "At any rate, interesting that you would put your harem on a level comparable to my lover. Perhaps you wish to explain this?"
"I care about them," Maedhv replied, and then froze in surprise at her own admission.
Nirrti snorted. "Then let them go, and perhaps I'll believe you."
"We're not here to discuss the sacred practices of the High Caste," Maedhv answered stiffly, and turned her attention to the holo-globe below. "The Lady Saranga is in position, I see. You will return to your ship soon, Lord Ram?"
"So I will," he answered from his distant position on the catwalk around the upper globe. "And are your No-ship squadrons in position for this battle?"
"But of course. You know I'll heed the Lady Nirrti's orders, but no others."
"I'm aware. We are all operating under her overall tactical direction, Curoi'larijh."
Maedhv snorted. "Let's hope that's a good thing." She spun on heel and stepped directly in front of Nirrti, the Mariliths slithering out of the way somewhat nervously; a confrontation between a Devaastra and a Golden Condor would easily kill mortals of even the finest constitution who were in near proximity, with no murderous intent from either participant. "So, oh Iron Age Queen, praytell what your battle plan is?"
"We are going to wait under No-fields," Nirrti replied. "In the lagrange point to the dark side of Fair Luna, and there we will appear on their flank as they move toward the Sacred Orb, and the primary beams of the Lord Krishna and Lady Saranga will open up the engagement when we shift to standby mode. No knowledge of the plan will enlighten the mind of the thrice-traitor so blessed by devils. And our true enemies who ride with him are no more cunning than he."
"But we will be equally blind within the No-fields! No knowledge can penetrate them!" Maedhv shouted outright, and then fell silent immediately, her mind correcting in a heartbeat as she recalled the deeds attributed to Nirrti; it would be worthwhile to at least listen.
"Not quite true. No radiation or energy can penetrate them, physical matter can do so quite easily," Nirrti replied, crossing her legs within her black robes and laughing faintly. "My dear Golden Condor, I will have a simple dumb machine tethered outside the hull, and when its sensors see the corona of the arriving fleet of Ravana, they will fire a pellet into the hull of Lord Krishna. The tap of a crystal, to our senses, and the mechanical detectors of the corona can fire such a pellet without a computer-mind to direct them, that would reveal us to Ravana; pure mechanics. So it shall be for each ship; we will be able to switch to standby within the beat of a heart and gain the drop on their power and their fleets. I have fought in this war for centuries longer than you have, Maedhv Curoi'larijh, and I remember tricks all others have forgotten."
Maedhv pressed, for the sake of riling the hated enemy of her nation: "But as an alien... And a barbarian, no less, how do you expect me to trust your competence? You may have been raised to a Devaastra, but I know your origins..."
"Consider my record in the war, and anyway, you are concerned with purity of blood. How do you think mine less pure than your's, for my own race? Enlighten yourself when you stand on the verge death." Nirrti, cold, unflappable, never once showed the slightest response to the prods
"Do you think we can win even if we do what you say?" Maedhv answered, very untrusting, but then, the war had lasted eight hundred and fifty revolutions of Sol to date and there was no trust possible. Anyway, now she was curious about the opinion of the famed alien who had become the battlemaster of the Sarasavsati.
"We have one chance in three," Nirrti answered. "I have fought battles at longer odds before, and won, and better odds, and lost. The battle simulation computers aid where no knowledge of Ravana's actions nor those of the others riven in this madness is possible."
Maedhv turned away and regarded the holo-globe, silently.
It was Nirrti's turn to press dangerously. "Are you planning to flee from us? You know I won't let you."
"I am not a coward, though if you are so intent to find a reason to strike me down, by all means..."
The offer, obviously, dropped the subject; it was proof enough of Maedhv's intents. "I need you, Maedhv. We are already so badly outnumbered in Devaastras. Four against sixty-two, and our fleet outnumbered ten to one in all but the heaviest of ships. Anyway, I have followed your career and social circumstances with interest across the spynets. You are redeemable, and now that I am in charge of the Sarasavsati, the peace will be permanent, anyway. The war against the Eldest may, after all, take centuries."
"Complimented by the Conquering Lady of the South?" Maedhv shook her head as she used one of Nirrti's more poetic epithets. "I will stay, of course. This is my home, now, though you destroyed my old one, it matters not. I'll fight to the death for the Earth of my Race. Well, you are the best chance for its continued existence, so of course I will adhere to the terms. I'll deploy a warning 'bot of the sort you proposed, it will be easy enough for the nanoconstructors on my ships to produce them."
"Thank you, Maedhv," Nirrti replied with minimal further elaboration. "We had best go to our positions at once. Ravana will of course expend his first shots on the orbitals in lieu of engaging us, but it is beyond even our power to save them, and they have been evacuated already, anyway."
"So it will be," Maedhv agreed, at least on that much, and turned to leave. At the verge of the deck, she paused, and turned, to look at the figure of Nirrti, sitting, as frozen as a statue in iron. "Praytell, Lady Death," she used another epithet, "Why do you stay, when you could take Lassha and flee beyond the wearying effects of the mind-power of the Eldest?"
"Because for almost a millennium have I fought this war; why would I abandon it at the finish, when the finish is the point at which it's finally become moral to fight? Surely the Wheel of Dharma demands that I hold my ground."
"Even if it demands your death?"
"I have already outlived my children; if I die protecting the life of my Lassha, I would think it very fitting."
What secrets do the cloak of years hide within you? Maedhv mused silently. What have you truly seen and lost in this war, and before it? What was your life before the old Sarasavsati plucked you up, and quite by mistake made you the first of our kind? I wonder if I will ever know.... "Thank you, Lady Nirrti." She turned and left, and at a chopped motion from Nirrti, the Mariliths did not slither after her.
"Do you think she will resume the war?" Ram had remained silent across the command chamber of the ship, but now he again spoke.
"No. She's as sick of it as we all are. WIth the old political leadership dead and the beings who drove them to insanity revealed in full now, if we can survive the onslaught of the Golden Condors and Devaastra who they turned against their own kind, who enslaved the Jeweled Fleets and the Condor Squadrons, we will have peace. Well, peace, but as Maedhv and I both know it will really be, a war of common cause against the Eldest, a war to be waged from hidden places until we build our strength, and then again in full. They have opened themselves to the highest sort of malfeasance in making us massacre civilians by the quadrillion; we will repay the debt in kind, I do so pray, and perhaps thus let the dead rest more easily. But by the time that war is over, there will be no desire to resume the old quarrels."
"And then, I suppose, we will see what the future brings..." He trailed off, before at least asking the question which must now finally be asked: "What of Sita?
"We will try to save her and bring her back," Nirrti allowed with a hint of real emotion creeping into her voice, distorting the image provided by her utterly expressionless, masquelike face. "But you know I can make no promises. Still, if I am all who remains when this battle is over--I promise you that the histories I leave behind will have you the hero, and Sita rescued. The Ramayana, I suppose it would be."
"When you match the power of the three of us put together!?" Ram laughed and shook his head. "You truly desire to pass through this life without fame, do you not?"
"Love, and only love," Nirrti asserted, and for the first time allowed herself a hair of a true smile. "We are fighting over Luna for the survival of the shattered remnants of two great Empires. But to me, there is only Lassha, and I shall rest in her arms until the universe itself ends, if the Fates will it so and Dharma grants me such a boon. My only true concern Is that I am unworthy of her... Or, worse, unworthy of redeeming her."
"Our people have committed great evil, have they not?" He finally dared put the question to the one individual most likely to answer it honestly.
"Immeasurable evil, Lord Ram. The darkest Lord of Hell could not match the Sarasavsati, and the Asvin are worse, and I am tainted until I am the equal of that Lord of Hell by mere association."
"Then if the Fates decree any of us to survive as they spin the wheel, surely it will be you, Lady Nirrti..."
"I am not, truly, ever afraid even for my own life. I know I will survive this battle as I have survived many before. No, it is the sins of your people that strike fear in my heart."
"Lassha."
"Indeed," Nirrti choked on the next words. "She is as evil and as guilty as the rest of you. That is what I go into battle fearing."
"The planetary shields will hold," Ram answered in a grim effort of reassurance. "And the Lady Saranga will be here to ever support you, with my own efforts in your hand."
"But Sita does fight against us. If she stands ready to stroke the firing stud on the Lord Varuna and blank out Luna or the Earth, if Maedhv's fears were to be born out--let us appeal to the Fates it not be so, for the sake of the babes if nothing else!--and thus exterminate in a heartbeat hundreds of billions on the surface and Lassha besides, will you reach out with all the madness of your arts of war and death and strike her low?"
Ram swallowed, and hung his head at the misery of the situation, of the final culmination of eight hundred and fifty years of internicine warfare, driven on by an external enemy that they could have annihilated handily working together, but, remaining in the shadows, had brought them to the point of doom and then driven most of their surviving number insane, mad with nihilistic savagery, and sallied them force to sweep over all that remained. And in that number, so also was his mate.
"Yes, though I'd fling myself into a black hole the moment the battle was ended."
"But that is when the battle is over. The noblest deaths are always then. Remember, Lord Ram. This is your story."
"Lady of the Silent Wastes," he whispered. "Withhold the Sovereign Blade of Fate; surcease the Kiss of Dharma from Sita's brow." He straightened. "I had best return to the Lady Saranga. If it comes to pass.. I trust you, oldest of our kind, and loyal soldier of my people from the first to the last. So as you have known seven hundred years of our war, so you will, at least, preside over its end." And then, he, too, left for his ship.
Once Nirrti was alone on the bridge with her Mariliths, she keyed open the private channel to the surface she had lately hardwired into the armchair controls and replaced the whole of the hologlobe with the grand imagine of her tall and dusky-elegant Lassha, reaching down to the surface in her mind to feel the reassuring throb of her telepathic abilities, so blossomingly intense for a member of even the High Caste, and what had brought her to the attention and service of the security forces... A fact for which Nirrti now feared for her fate in life and in the battle to come.
"My precious love, this is the last message until the battle. We're going to activate the No-fields."
"It's good that you called," Lassha was trembling enough that it was visible on the massive hologram. "Good that you called. I had another dream, at the limits of prescience."
"You have always been close to the High Path," Nirrti whispered. "Tell me."
"As the cycles of the calendar of the heirs of the Asvins turn, so will it be that in the highest fire in the sky shall I one day live, if the wheel is to be spun once more, dwelling not on a planet but in the void as a fish within the sea."
"Is it conditional?" Nirrti neigh upon trembled herself, a terrible loss of control even here with the one she loved, and the Mariliths around who loved her like a mother.
"It is conditional, of course," that lilting voice answered with a soft laugh. "None can know the outcome of a battle where the Devaastra clash. Prescience cancels prescience. But know it, and remember it nonetheless. If the worst happens, there will be another chance. The wheel turns, my love! The wheel turns!"
"Regardless," Nirrti answered with a grim and rising confidence, "I will see you on the other side of this battle when it has run its deadly course. We will speak again while you are Lassha. I will joust with the Fates if needs be, to make this so, I swear to you on the blood of the many I have killed."
"Then... Then I will see you on the other side, my love," Lassha answered finally, and silently, and spoke the old name that Nirrti had only shared with her, and then, too, Nirrti replied with the old name that Lassha had once borne, and the image vanished.
"Activate the nullification field!"
The voice was all thunder and snapped crisply through the air of the bridge, and with the rest of the defending fleet, the Lord Krishna winked out into a bubble-realm beyond the knowledge of energy.
"Bring me my scrying-board," Nirrti glanced to one of those who served her. "I shall work through it until nothing remains in me but the Will to Fight."
Part the First of Two.
"Golden Lanka will also one day Burn."
Lord Ram turned to the enigmatic figure who now ruled, both legally and in reality, the Empire of his people. "Lady Nirrti, praytell what you mean?"
"Another part of the prophecy I received some hundreds of years ago," the long-faced Devaastra answered to her last surviving counterpart. Her hair was dark crimson red, the exact colour of blood, spooling and falling down until it reached the mark of her knees, blue-on-blue eyes, betraying not a hint of iris or cornea, regarding him in casual ease, ignoring the intensity in which she always lived. "It seems quite terrifyingly real, now."
"I don't know why you have declined to bring Lassha aboard our ships," Ram answered as he impatiently stalked the upper grille on the bridge of the Lord Krishna, looking down at the massive hologlobe below that encompassed the displays from the Sol symbol. "You are going to be worrying about her throughout the whole battle."
"The Pamirs are quite safe. Ravana is attacking us, remember. He will not try to completely destroy the Earth, but seize it for himself; even in the madness our true enemies have brought to us, he is too cunning for that. No, my fear is that he'll win, and in the process destroy all of us. That is why I do not presume to elevate Lassha; she would be his target if she were a newling, barely a Devaastra and just raised to the powers we hold, unfamiliar in their use. I cannot take the risk."
"I keep my harem aboard the Curoija," a voice of a different accent spoke, glaring contemptuously at the two Mariliths on either side, each brandishing a nula-weapon and close-range disintegrators. In combination, they might have a microscopic chance of killing her, at cost of their own lives. "I expect that even if your precious Lord Ravana is willing to gamble for power, that Gorkha and Kshatriya, treacherous comrades from my own arms, will not be so merciful. You may well regret keeping Lassha on the surface..."
"So far, Maedhv Curoi'larijh," Nirrti answered mildly, as she turned, shifting her robes, and gazed sharply at her recent enemy, "I have not seen Ravana to have any lack of control over his compatriots in this madness." A frown. "And don't look at Lord Ram's presence as a mark against you, for all that you broadcast so brazenly your mistrust. I did not invite the Lady Danuya so that I could cut you off without support and kill you; you know I am above that. Ram and I are quite committed to the alliance."
The far more firey haired High Caste Asvin glared for a moment, and then sighed in the midst of her green cloak. "Very well. Both of us, the last of the loyal Golden Condors, stand with you--as you well know. Our government has given you full support, that I can't really imagine how you as an alien seized control..."
"She was of the highest surviving rank!" Ram snapped, beautiful and manfully handsome countenance turned furiously to Maedhv. "Do not doubt it. I would never support a coup by an outsider, but she has fought alongside us, and against your poisoned people, for a dozen generations. She acceded naturally to the highest rank and you will never doubt this."
"Of course," Maedhv smirked. "Dare I presume to question your honour..."
"You would sorely regret it. We are more experienced than both you and Danuya," Nirrti added, a bit darkly but also quite true. She was the oldest, the first, and she would not hold back against those she mostly despised, though in the case of Maedhv some genuine hope lingered. "At any rate, interesting that you would put your harem on a level comparable to my lover. Perhaps you wish to explain this?"
"I care about them," Maedhv replied, and then froze in surprise at her own admission.
Nirrti snorted. "Then let them go, and perhaps I'll believe you."
"We're not here to discuss the sacred practices of the High Caste," Maedhv answered stiffly, and turned her attention to the holo-globe below. "The Lady Saranga is in position, I see. You will return to your ship soon, Lord Ram?"
"So I will," he answered from his distant position on the catwalk around the upper globe. "And are your No-ship squadrons in position for this battle?"
"But of course. You know I'll heed the Lady Nirrti's orders, but no others."
"I'm aware. We are all operating under her overall tactical direction, Curoi'larijh."
Maedhv snorted. "Let's hope that's a good thing." She spun on heel and stepped directly in front of Nirrti, the Mariliths slithering out of the way somewhat nervously; a confrontation between a Devaastra and a Golden Condor would easily kill mortals of even the finest constitution who were in near proximity, with no murderous intent from either participant. "So, oh Iron Age Queen, praytell what your battle plan is?"
"We are going to wait under No-fields," Nirrti replied. "In the lagrange point to the dark side of Fair Luna, and there we will appear on their flank as they move toward the Sacred Orb, and the primary beams of the Lord Krishna and Lady Saranga will open up the engagement when we shift to standby mode. No knowledge of the plan will enlighten the mind of the thrice-traitor so blessed by devils. And our true enemies who ride with him are no more cunning than he."
"But we will be equally blind within the No-fields! No knowledge can penetrate them!" Maedhv shouted outright, and then fell silent immediately, her mind correcting in a heartbeat as she recalled the deeds attributed to Nirrti; it would be worthwhile to at least listen.
"Not quite true. No radiation or energy can penetrate them, physical matter can do so quite easily," Nirrti replied, crossing her legs within her black robes and laughing faintly. "My dear Golden Condor, I will have a simple dumb machine tethered outside the hull, and when its sensors see the corona of the arriving fleet of Ravana, they will fire a pellet into the hull of Lord Krishna. The tap of a crystal, to our senses, and the mechanical detectors of the corona can fire such a pellet without a computer-mind to direct them, that would reveal us to Ravana; pure mechanics. So it shall be for each ship; we will be able to switch to standby within the beat of a heart and gain the drop on their power and their fleets. I have fought in this war for centuries longer than you have, Maedhv Curoi'larijh, and I remember tricks all others have forgotten."
Maedhv pressed, for the sake of riling the hated enemy of her nation: "But as an alien... And a barbarian, no less, how do you expect me to trust your competence? You may have been raised to a Devaastra, but I know your origins..."
"Consider my record in the war, and anyway, you are concerned with purity of blood. How do you think mine less pure than your's, for my own race? Enlighten yourself when you stand on the verge death." Nirrti, cold, unflappable, never once showed the slightest response to the prods
"Do you think we can win even if we do what you say?" Maedhv answered, very untrusting, but then, the war had lasted eight hundred and fifty revolutions of Sol to date and there was no trust possible. Anyway, now she was curious about the opinion of the famed alien who had become the battlemaster of the Sarasavsati.
"We have one chance in three," Nirrti answered. "I have fought battles at longer odds before, and won, and better odds, and lost. The battle simulation computers aid where no knowledge of Ravana's actions nor those of the others riven in this madness is possible."
Maedhv turned away and regarded the holo-globe, silently.
It was Nirrti's turn to press dangerously. "Are you planning to flee from us? You know I won't let you."
"I am not a coward, though if you are so intent to find a reason to strike me down, by all means..."
The offer, obviously, dropped the subject; it was proof enough of Maedhv's intents. "I need you, Maedhv. We are already so badly outnumbered in Devaastras. Four against sixty-two, and our fleet outnumbered ten to one in all but the heaviest of ships. Anyway, I have followed your career and social circumstances with interest across the spynets. You are redeemable, and now that I am in charge of the Sarasavsati, the peace will be permanent, anyway. The war against the Eldest may, after all, take centuries."
"Complimented by the Conquering Lady of the South?" Maedhv shook her head as she used one of Nirrti's more poetic epithets. "I will stay, of course. This is my home, now, though you destroyed my old one, it matters not. I'll fight to the death for the Earth of my Race. Well, you are the best chance for its continued existence, so of course I will adhere to the terms. I'll deploy a warning 'bot of the sort you proposed, it will be easy enough for the nanoconstructors on my ships to produce them."
"Thank you, Maedhv," Nirrti replied with minimal further elaboration. "We had best go to our positions at once. Ravana will of course expend his first shots on the orbitals in lieu of engaging us, but it is beyond even our power to save them, and they have been evacuated already, anyway."
"So it will be," Maedhv agreed, at least on that much, and turned to leave. At the verge of the deck, she paused, and turned, to look at the figure of Nirrti, sitting, as frozen as a statue in iron. "Praytell, Lady Death," she used another epithet, "Why do you stay, when you could take Lassha and flee beyond the wearying effects of the mind-power of the Eldest?"
"Because for almost a millennium have I fought this war; why would I abandon it at the finish, when the finish is the point at which it's finally become moral to fight? Surely the Wheel of Dharma demands that I hold my ground."
"Even if it demands your death?"
"I have already outlived my children; if I die protecting the life of my Lassha, I would think it very fitting."
What secrets do the cloak of years hide within you? Maedhv mused silently. What have you truly seen and lost in this war, and before it? What was your life before the old Sarasavsati plucked you up, and quite by mistake made you the first of our kind? I wonder if I will ever know.... "Thank you, Lady Nirrti." She turned and left, and at a chopped motion from Nirrti, the Mariliths did not slither after her.
"Do you think she will resume the war?" Ram had remained silent across the command chamber of the ship, but now he again spoke.
"No. She's as sick of it as we all are. WIth the old political leadership dead and the beings who drove them to insanity revealed in full now, if we can survive the onslaught of the Golden Condors and Devaastra who they turned against their own kind, who enslaved the Jeweled Fleets and the Condor Squadrons, we will have peace. Well, peace, but as Maedhv and I both know it will really be, a war of common cause against the Eldest, a war to be waged from hidden places until we build our strength, and then again in full. They have opened themselves to the highest sort of malfeasance in making us massacre civilians by the quadrillion; we will repay the debt in kind, I do so pray, and perhaps thus let the dead rest more easily. But by the time that war is over, there will be no desire to resume the old quarrels."
"And then, I suppose, we will see what the future brings..." He trailed off, before at least asking the question which must now finally be asked: "What of Sita?
"We will try to save her and bring her back," Nirrti allowed with a hint of real emotion creeping into her voice, distorting the image provided by her utterly expressionless, masquelike face. "But you know I can make no promises. Still, if I am all who remains when this battle is over--I promise you that the histories I leave behind will have you the hero, and Sita rescued. The Ramayana, I suppose it would be."
"When you match the power of the three of us put together!?" Ram laughed and shook his head. "You truly desire to pass through this life without fame, do you not?"
"Love, and only love," Nirrti asserted, and for the first time allowed herself a hair of a true smile. "We are fighting over Luna for the survival of the shattered remnants of two great Empires. But to me, there is only Lassha, and I shall rest in her arms until the universe itself ends, if the Fates will it so and Dharma grants me such a boon. My only true concern Is that I am unworthy of her... Or, worse, unworthy of redeeming her."
"Our people have committed great evil, have they not?" He finally dared put the question to the one individual most likely to answer it honestly.
"Immeasurable evil, Lord Ram. The darkest Lord of Hell could not match the Sarasavsati, and the Asvin are worse, and I am tainted until I am the equal of that Lord of Hell by mere association."
"Then if the Fates decree any of us to survive as they spin the wheel, surely it will be you, Lady Nirrti..."
"I am not, truly, ever afraid even for my own life. I know I will survive this battle as I have survived many before. No, it is the sins of your people that strike fear in my heart."
"Lassha."
"Indeed," Nirrti choked on the next words. "She is as evil and as guilty as the rest of you. That is what I go into battle fearing."
"The planetary shields will hold," Ram answered in a grim effort of reassurance. "And the Lady Saranga will be here to ever support you, with my own efforts in your hand."
"But Sita does fight against us. If she stands ready to stroke the firing stud on the Lord Varuna and blank out Luna or the Earth, if Maedhv's fears were to be born out--let us appeal to the Fates it not be so, for the sake of the babes if nothing else!--and thus exterminate in a heartbeat hundreds of billions on the surface and Lassha besides, will you reach out with all the madness of your arts of war and death and strike her low?"
Ram swallowed, and hung his head at the misery of the situation, of the final culmination of eight hundred and fifty years of internicine warfare, driven on by an external enemy that they could have annihilated handily working together, but, remaining in the shadows, had brought them to the point of doom and then driven most of their surviving number insane, mad with nihilistic savagery, and sallied them force to sweep over all that remained. And in that number, so also was his mate.
"Yes, though I'd fling myself into a black hole the moment the battle was ended."
"But that is when the battle is over. The noblest deaths are always then. Remember, Lord Ram. This is your story."
"Lady of the Silent Wastes," he whispered. "Withhold the Sovereign Blade of Fate; surcease the Kiss of Dharma from Sita's brow." He straightened. "I had best return to the Lady Saranga. If it comes to pass.. I trust you, oldest of our kind, and loyal soldier of my people from the first to the last. So as you have known seven hundred years of our war, so you will, at least, preside over its end." And then, he, too, left for his ship.
Once Nirrti was alone on the bridge with her Mariliths, she keyed open the private channel to the surface she had lately hardwired into the armchair controls and replaced the whole of the hologlobe with the grand imagine of her tall and dusky-elegant Lassha, reaching down to the surface in her mind to feel the reassuring throb of her telepathic abilities, so blossomingly intense for a member of even the High Caste, and what had brought her to the attention and service of the security forces... A fact for which Nirrti now feared for her fate in life and in the battle to come.
"My precious love, this is the last message until the battle. We're going to activate the No-fields."
"It's good that you called," Lassha was trembling enough that it was visible on the massive hologram. "Good that you called. I had another dream, at the limits of prescience."
"You have always been close to the High Path," Nirrti whispered. "Tell me."
"As the cycles of the calendar of the heirs of the Asvins turn, so will it be that in the highest fire in the sky shall I one day live, if the wheel is to be spun once more, dwelling not on a planet but in the void as a fish within the sea."
"Is it conditional?" Nirrti neigh upon trembled herself, a terrible loss of control even here with the one she loved, and the Mariliths around who loved her like a mother.
"It is conditional, of course," that lilting voice answered with a soft laugh. "None can know the outcome of a battle where the Devaastra clash. Prescience cancels prescience. But know it, and remember it nonetheless. If the worst happens, there will be another chance. The wheel turns, my love! The wheel turns!"
"Regardless," Nirrti answered with a grim and rising confidence, "I will see you on the other side of this battle when it has run its deadly course. We will speak again while you are Lassha. I will joust with the Fates if needs be, to make this so, I swear to you on the blood of the many I have killed."
"Then... Then I will see you on the other side, my love," Lassha answered finally, and silently, and spoke the old name that Nirrti had only shared with her, and then, too, Nirrti replied with the old name that Lassha had once borne, and the image vanished.
"Activate the nullification field!"
The voice was all thunder and snapped crisply through the air of the bridge, and with the rest of the defending fleet, the Lord Krishna winked out into a bubble-realm beyond the knowledge of energy.
"Bring me my scrying-board," Nirrti glanced to one of those who served her. "I shall work through it until nothing remains in me but the Will to Fight."