40K: Because Gods Never Die
Posted: 2009-10-16 08:36pm
Awakening
The first few breaths are always the most difficult.
Inhalation was shaky and ragged, and when he breathed out he coughed hard, as if his lungs were full of fluid. Eyes shut tightly, he curled into a ball and wrapped his arms around his midsection as he groaned, rocking back and forth. Each breath was a struggle, and spots danced in front of his eyes as his body fought for every scrap of oxygen he could give it. His muscles screamed agony, posioned with their own acids as he shook and coughed, the kind of rasping, hacking that shakes a man's body down to the bones. Had any happened by to slay him, he would have welcomed it. It felt like he was dying.
In fact it was the opposite.
As the moments passed and his chest continued to heave in and out, he found it was slowly becoming easier to breathe. His airways were not quite so clotted as they had been moments ago and with each lungful of clear, cold air, his muscles quieted further, his body calming as instinct was satisfied. Seconds ticked by at a slow, glacial pace as his breathing slowed and calmed towards a more regular beat rather than the frenzied intake of moments ago. Opening his eyes, he blinked once, twice, and a third time, his sight clouded and flecked with black from the way he had clamped his eyelids shut.
He sat up with a heavy sigh, shaking his head and then running a hand through his short hair. Am I dying? he thought abruptly, and then just as quickly decided, no, I am not dying. He took in a deep breath and exhaled smoothly, without a trace of the difficulty he had experienced earlier.
Am I injured? He frowned slightly and rolled his shoulders, moving his fingers, checking each of his joints for pain. No. I am not injured.
Can I stand? The man's mind seemed to be going down a careful checklist, watching himself for any sign of weakness, and he decided he would continue to trust his instinct. Pulling up his legs, he leaned forward and used his hands to push himself upright. He swayed briefly, feeling pins and needles in his legs for a few moments before the blood flow was equalized. I can stand, he thought with a tinge of pride.
Check your surroundings. He turned his head first left and then right, looking about him for the first time. Though his vision had cleared, there was little to see. The air around him was full of mist. Below his feet was stone, and when he tapped a foot against it, he noted that though not polished, it was a clean, solid piece, with no broken rubble or scree to upset the feet. Although there was light, when he looked upwards he saw no sun.
Where am I? That one he didn't know, and with no immediate threats, he shuffled it to the bottom of his checklist.
Who am I? Looking down at himself, the man realized that he wore armor about himself. It was styled in polished metal plates colored onyx black and gleaming silver. Power armour, custom-made, his mind supplied, though he was unsure how he made the distinction. Power armour was a suit of metal, constructed to both protect and enhance the wearer, increasing their durability, strength, and stamina.
Name? He blanked.
Mission? He blanked again.
I am amnesiac, he realized. Amnesia. A condition of the mind causing short-to-long term memory loss. Possible causes were damage to the brain, disease, or severe psychological trauma.
Am I injured? Did I miss something? He lifted his hands to touch his forehead and his temples, moving them slowly backwards to the nape of his neck. Nothing felt damaged. Momentarily aggrieved, he scratched his chin. A moment later he froze, looking at his hand. At first, looking down at himself, he had made the assumption that his armour included gloves or gauntlets of some type. It didn't. His hand was metal, silver and shining the damp air. Augmentic. An augment. A replacement for a lost or damaged body part. How had he lost the hand? Had whatever caused that injury also taken his memory? He frowned, lifting his other hand to compare to two only to find that like the first, it was polished metal. Augmentic. He flexed his hands several times, watching as the fingers moved. When he curled his fingers into loose fists, he could feel their touch against his palms.
He frowned and lowered them. The mystery of his hands could wait for another day. For now, he was alone and without food or water in a strange place. He tapped his hands at his waist, back, and chest, but found no equipment aside from his armour. No auspex to scan the surrounding area. No emergency rations. Not even a helmet or a headset with which to contact his fellows. Though he felt no hunger, he knew that he had to find sustenence.
But where to go? He turned slowly, ninety degrees to his right, keeping his right heel against the stone. Nothing. He turned again. Nothing. Again. Still nothing. When he returned to his original position, he still saw nothing. The mist covered all but a few feet of visibility. Was one way as good as any other? No, he told himself. A good soldier did not simply wander off at a whim. That was likely to only get him more lost. And yet, what good would standing still do? Clearly, there was nothing here. Was anyone even looking for him?
Filling his lungs he called out, "hello?" his voice shockingly loud and deep after the prolonged silence.
Hello...hello....hello...hello...hello... his voice echoed back to him.
If there's an echo, then that means there is something for the sound to echo off of, he mused. "Hello!" he called out again, and this time he listened sharply. As the echoes once against bounced back to him, he estimated that there was something ahead and slightly to his left, though he was uncertain how close it was. He took an experimental step forwards, watching his feet carefully. Though the ground seemed solid, it was not entirely smooth. It reminded him of volcanic flows that hardened over time into a frozen rictus of obsidian, though rather than shiny black, this rock was grey and striated with discolorations that hinted at ores buried beneath the surface.
Who, what, and why, he reminded himself. Those are the important questions now. He began to walk fowards, slowly and cautiously, ears alert for the sound of any possible danger in the mist. Though armored, he would be vulnerable unarmed like this.
Well, not entirely unarmed, he thought with a bit of pride as he flexed his augmentic fingers. Surely the strength in them would be sufficient for him to deal with anything foolish enough to mistake him for prey. My iron hands are the greatest weapon at my disposal. The thought was comfort to him as he moved through the cold mists.
The first few breaths are always the most difficult.
Inhalation was shaky and ragged, and when he breathed out he coughed hard, as if his lungs were full of fluid. Eyes shut tightly, he curled into a ball and wrapped his arms around his midsection as he groaned, rocking back and forth. Each breath was a struggle, and spots danced in front of his eyes as his body fought for every scrap of oxygen he could give it. His muscles screamed agony, posioned with their own acids as he shook and coughed, the kind of rasping, hacking that shakes a man's body down to the bones. Had any happened by to slay him, he would have welcomed it. It felt like he was dying.
In fact it was the opposite.
As the moments passed and his chest continued to heave in and out, he found it was slowly becoming easier to breathe. His airways were not quite so clotted as they had been moments ago and with each lungful of clear, cold air, his muscles quieted further, his body calming as instinct was satisfied. Seconds ticked by at a slow, glacial pace as his breathing slowed and calmed towards a more regular beat rather than the frenzied intake of moments ago. Opening his eyes, he blinked once, twice, and a third time, his sight clouded and flecked with black from the way he had clamped his eyelids shut.
He sat up with a heavy sigh, shaking his head and then running a hand through his short hair. Am I dying? he thought abruptly, and then just as quickly decided, no, I am not dying. He took in a deep breath and exhaled smoothly, without a trace of the difficulty he had experienced earlier.
Am I injured? He frowned slightly and rolled his shoulders, moving his fingers, checking each of his joints for pain. No. I am not injured.
Can I stand? The man's mind seemed to be going down a careful checklist, watching himself for any sign of weakness, and he decided he would continue to trust his instinct. Pulling up his legs, he leaned forward and used his hands to push himself upright. He swayed briefly, feeling pins and needles in his legs for a few moments before the blood flow was equalized. I can stand, he thought with a tinge of pride.
Check your surroundings. He turned his head first left and then right, looking about him for the first time. Though his vision had cleared, there was little to see. The air around him was full of mist. Below his feet was stone, and when he tapped a foot against it, he noted that though not polished, it was a clean, solid piece, with no broken rubble or scree to upset the feet. Although there was light, when he looked upwards he saw no sun.
Where am I? That one he didn't know, and with no immediate threats, he shuffled it to the bottom of his checklist.
Who am I? Looking down at himself, the man realized that he wore armor about himself. It was styled in polished metal plates colored onyx black and gleaming silver. Power armour, custom-made, his mind supplied, though he was unsure how he made the distinction. Power armour was a suit of metal, constructed to both protect and enhance the wearer, increasing their durability, strength, and stamina.
Name? He blanked.
Mission? He blanked again.
I am amnesiac, he realized. Amnesia. A condition of the mind causing short-to-long term memory loss. Possible causes were damage to the brain, disease, or severe psychological trauma.
Am I injured? Did I miss something? He lifted his hands to touch his forehead and his temples, moving them slowly backwards to the nape of his neck. Nothing felt damaged. Momentarily aggrieved, he scratched his chin. A moment later he froze, looking at his hand. At first, looking down at himself, he had made the assumption that his armour included gloves or gauntlets of some type. It didn't. His hand was metal, silver and shining the damp air. Augmentic. An augment. A replacement for a lost or damaged body part. How had he lost the hand? Had whatever caused that injury also taken his memory? He frowned, lifting his other hand to compare to two only to find that like the first, it was polished metal. Augmentic. He flexed his hands several times, watching as the fingers moved. When he curled his fingers into loose fists, he could feel their touch against his palms.
He frowned and lowered them. The mystery of his hands could wait for another day. For now, he was alone and without food or water in a strange place. He tapped his hands at his waist, back, and chest, but found no equipment aside from his armour. No auspex to scan the surrounding area. No emergency rations. Not even a helmet or a headset with which to contact his fellows. Though he felt no hunger, he knew that he had to find sustenence.
But where to go? He turned slowly, ninety degrees to his right, keeping his right heel against the stone. Nothing. He turned again. Nothing. Again. Still nothing. When he returned to his original position, he still saw nothing. The mist covered all but a few feet of visibility. Was one way as good as any other? No, he told himself. A good soldier did not simply wander off at a whim. That was likely to only get him more lost. And yet, what good would standing still do? Clearly, there was nothing here. Was anyone even looking for him?
Filling his lungs he called out, "hello?" his voice shockingly loud and deep after the prolonged silence.
Hello...hello....hello...hello...hello... his voice echoed back to him.
If there's an echo, then that means there is something for the sound to echo off of, he mused. "Hello!" he called out again, and this time he listened sharply. As the echoes once against bounced back to him, he estimated that there was something ahead and slightly to his left, though he was uncertain how close it was. He took an experimental step forwards, watching his feet carefully. Though the ground seemed solid, it was not entirely smooth. It reminded him of volcanic flows that hardened over time into a frozen rictus of obsidian, though rather than shiny black, this rock was grey and striated with discolorations that hinted at ores buried beneath the surface.
Who, what, and why, he reminded himself. Those are the important questions now. He began to walk fowards, slowly and cautiously, ears alert for the sound of any possible danger in the mist. Though armored, he would be vulnerable unarmed like this.
Well, not entirely unarmed, he thought with a bit of pride as he flexed his augmentic fingers. Surely the strength in them would be sufficient for him to deal with anything foolish enough to mistake him for prey. My iron hands are the greatest weapon at my disposal. The thought was comfort to him as he moved through the cold mists.