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[HP] Love Song for a Werewolf (ch4)

Posted: 2004-12-31 04:44am
by InnerBrat
Firstly, yes I know I'm supposed to be writing about Harry's university hi jinks, but while I was rereading Order of the Phoenix for research, I was inspired to write this, and then had to read Prisoner of Azkaban to research this.

Secondly, please someone come up with a better title. I hate this beyond all reason.

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CHAPTER ONE: On the Hogwarts Express
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Remus Lupin yawned and rested his head against the train window, staring out at the hectic platform filled with students and their relatives. He reflected briefly on how lucky each of them was to be here, after what he and his friends – especially Harry Potter, the son of his once best friend – had done for them over the past few years, and then decided not to dwell on the past. What mattered was that they were mostly alive and safe, and that he was about to resume his post as Professor for Defence Against the Dark Arts at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, his alma mater.

It was the second day after the full moon and he was still tired. His transformations were less taxing nowadays then they had been before the Wolfsbane Potion, but he still didn’t get much sleep, and it usually took a couple of days to make up for it. He leaned his head back again and allowed his eyes to close…

“Is it OK if I come in this compartment?” came a voice, and Remus snapped his eyes open again, and then smiled in recognition at the figure in the doorway.

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“Is it OK if I come in this compartment?” At these words, eleven year-old Remus Lupin looked up from his book – which he hadn’t been reading anyway – to see, standing in the doorway to his compartment, a tiny little girl whose robes were at least two inches too long at the wrists and feet. Her fine brown hair was nominally tied back into a plait, but was fighting against its restraints and sticking out in all directions. A smudge of soot on her forehead completed the look of the world’s smallest scarecrow. Remus nodded silent, surprised ascent, and she attempted to pull in a trunk at least as big as her, at which point he leapt up to give her a hand.

“Thank you,” she said and grabbed a cat basket off the top as he heaved the trunk on to the overhead rack. “My brother would’ve helped, only he’s had to go to the Prefect’s carriage.”

“That’s OK,” Remus said, shyly, as she swung herself up on to the seat opposite him, on which she perched cross-legged, pulling a tortoiseshell kitten out of the basket and into her lap. “I guess you’re a first year too, huh?” he asked

She nodded vigorously. “My name’s Fiona Weathercock. My brother’s Ryan. He’s Ravenclaw prefect this year.” She said this all at once, as if afraid she might run out of time to complete the speech.

“You said that,” Remus smiled, and she blushed with embarrassment. “I’m Remus.”

“Hi Remus,” Fiona said enthusiastically, and gave him a toothy grin. She had a small gap between her top two front teeth, he noticed.

There followed an awkward silence, in which Remus picked up his book again and Fiona’s face fell with disappointment and boredom. It was only broken when the door to the compartment was pushed open again, and a red haired girl with sparkling green eyes looked in.

“Hi,” she said shyly. “Mind if I join you guys? All the other compartments are full.”

“Sure,” Fiona brightened up. “Come in. My name’s Fiona Weathercock and this is Remus…” she looked at Remus expectantly and he supplied the “…Lupin.”

“Hi,” the newcomer said, pulling in her own luggage. “I’m Lily. Lily Evans.” She took a seat and sat next to Fiona. There was clearly something preying on her mind, as her brow furrowed and she blurted out: “So… did you know you were a witch? I had no idea.”

“Sure,” replied Fiona. “Both my parents were, and my brother’s a prefect at Hogwarts. But don’t worry, loads of students are from muggle families. My mother’s from one.”

For the next hour or so, Fiona proceeded to chatter away to Lily about her family, the wizarding world, and what she knew about Hogwarts already; Remus only chipped in when he felt he had anything to add, which wasn’t often. His mind turned to what he had been thinking of before Fiona had disturbed his train of thought: how he was going to hide his lycanthropy from the other students. The new headmaster, Professor Dumbledore, had promised that something would be worked out, but he hadn’t been specific about what, so Remus was relying on something uncertain for now. He was almost as terrified of what his fellow students would say if they found out than what would happen if he hurt one in his werewolf form.

Suddenly there was a scream of laughter from further down the carriage, followed by running feet towards the compartment they were in, which ended as the door was yanked open and two boys with black hair hurtled in. One, the taller, stockier of the two, whose straight hair was long enough to reach his cheekbones, framing his eye, doubled up in sobs of mirth, while the other, a skinny boy with glasses, whose much shorter hair was almost as messy as Fiona’s, slammed the door shut behind them, and leant against it, trying to catch his breath against his own laughter.

“Did… you… see… his… face?” the larger boy gasped. “I… almost… died!”

“I can’t believe you did that!” the other replied. “With his own wand!”

The trio already in the carriage looked at the two boys bemusedly until they finally straightened up and noticed them.

“Sorry,” the boy with glasses grinned, “We’ve just met the slimiest...”

“…Most obnoxious…” his friend added.

“…creepiest kid you’ve ever met!” the shorter one finished. They caught each other’s eyes and laughed again.

Fiona was staring wide eyed at the duo, Lily looked a little disgusted, but Remus couldn’t help smiling at seeing two boys his age genuinely having fun.

“My name’s Sirius,” the longer haired boy told them, sitting down next to Remus and pulling Fiona’s cat basket towards him in curiosity. “This is James.” James smiled and sat next to Sirius as the others introduced themselves, Fiona adding the extra qualifier of her brother being Ravenclaw prefect, just in case they’d heard of him. They hadn’t.

“What’s Ravenclaw?” asked Lily: her discussion with Fiona hadn’t covered this yet.

“One of the houses at Hogwarts,” explained James. “There’s Ravenclaw, Gryffindor, Slytherin and Hufflepuff. I guess your brother’s a bit of a swot, huh?” he asked Fiona, who puffed out her chest.

“No!” she exclaimed indignantly.

“I doubt it,” said Sirius, who had been reading the label on the basket. Fiona jumped down to snatch it from him, sending her kitten leaping to the floor, where it hid under Lily’s seat. Sirius held it out of her reach. “Did you write this?”

“What is it?” James asked, and Sirius showed James and Remus. Fiona finally grabbed it and stormed back to her corner but not before Remus caught sight of the name “Nefatity Weferkok” scawled on it in appalling handwriting.

“What’s that supposed to say?” James asked, his mouth turning up at the corners, but not unkindly, at least in Remus’ opinion.

“Nefertiti Weathercock,” said Fiona sulkily. “It’s my cat’s name. But I call her Nefy,” she added, turning pink.

“I’m not surprised,” Sirius started, but Lily interrupted him, desparately trying to change the subject from Fiona’s spelling.

“So, do you all know what houses you’ll be in?” she asked. James shook his head.

“Not officially. But I hope to be in Gryffindor. My parents were.”

“I hope that’s not the rule,” Sirius said darkly. “My family are all Slytherins.” Both Fiona and Remus visibly shifted away as he said this, but James shook his head. “Nah, you’re just not that slimy. Besides, at least it’s not Hufflepuff!”

“Oh yes!” Sirius laughed, and explained to Lily, “All the real thickos get put into Hufflepuff.”


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Fiona Weathercock had aged well, especially compared to him, Remus reflected, thinking of his own prematurely greying hair. Her hair had yet to be touched by age, and the lines around her eyes merely served to make her smile particularly warm, as she entered the compartment with her broomstick over one shoulder, an owl cage in her other hand, and her trunk floating gently behind her.

“Now I understand why Dumbledore wanted me to take the Hogwarts Express. Guess you could use some company.” She levitated her trunk up to the rack and sat opposite him. Her feet still didn’t touch the floor.

“And I’m glad of it, believe me,” Remus replied. “Starting at Hogwarts this year, Professor Weathercock?”

“Madam Weathercock, please,” she replied with mock-indignation. “But I still answer to Fi, you know, Remus. And yes, this is my first year. Dumbledore wrote to me last month and told me his current Quidditch mistress was retiring, and offered me the job. I leapt at it, of course.”

“Tired of the celebrity lifestyle?” Remus joked, and her cheeks coloured slightly, but she smiled.

“Tired of commentating. Tired of having to talk for so long at a time. Tired of writing for The Daily Prophet’s sports pages and tired of receiving long edits from subeditors making snide remarks out my literacy. Tired of not doing anything productive with my life. I guess you wouldn’t understand it, being new to the whole ‘celebrity lifestyle’ thing.”

She was referring, of course, to the media circus surrounding the Order of the Phoenix over the summer. All the members had been covered to great extent. Some effort had been made, at Dumbledore’s suggestion, to downplay the contribution made by the teenage wizards involved, in some way to protect the youngsters, but the adults had not been so favoured. Remus had become used to seeing his life talked about in The Daily Prophet, and Molly had said there was an article about him in Witch Weekly, but he declined to even look at it.

The upshot of all this, of course, was that he was no longer ostracised for being a werewolf, and Dumbledore had felt comfortable in reinstating him as Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher, a post that he was determined to hold for more than a year. He had to admit, however, that he was becoming weary of the attention. He was looking forward to Hogwarts, and could fully appreciate why Fiona - whose fame was admittedly only minor since she ceased playing professionally - would leap at the chance to return to its relative isolation.

They fell to talking in a relaxed manner about nothing in particular. Remus imagined Fiona would have read everything she needed to know about the Order, and she certainly didn’t want to talk about what was probably still a painful subject for him. Just as the conversation turned to the Quidditch World Cup that had taken place that year – Fiona asserting that Scotland would have emerged champions if they’d played Wood earlier – the door opened slightly and a head poked itself around. It belonged to a slight young woman of 17, with bright red hair and a lot of freckles. She smiled at Remus and entered the compartment.

“Hi, Professor Lupin,” she started before noticing Fiona and blushing profusely.

Remus understood immediately, and smiled. “Madam Weathercock,” he said formally, “I would like to introduce you to Ginny Weasley: Head Girl and Gryffindor Quidditch captain.”

Fiona held her hand out. “Pleased to meet you, Ginny. It’s an honour to meet one of the famous Weasley family.” Ginny blushed even further as she took her hand, so Fiona patted the seat next to her and added: “So what do you think of your team’s chances this year?”

Ginny brightened up at this, but she did not sit down. “I think we’ve genuinely got a chance. Of course, we’ve lost our keeper and the best Seeker we’ve ever had,” – Remus looked out of the window and smiled at this comment, but Fiona ignored it – “but the Chasers really work as a team and the Beaters are coming along as well. I’ve already got someone in mind for Seeker, and I’m sure we can find a good enough Keeper.”

“That’s good,” replied Fiona. "I look forward to seeing your team play. I’m not supposed to be biased of course,” she added in a false undertone, “but I would like to see Gryffindor retain its winning streak.”

“I do my best,” Ginny gave a little mock salute and turned to leave. “I should go and be head girl for a bit before I can be Quidditch captain, though. Oh, Madam Weathercock…” she added quickly, “I don’t suppose I could get an autograph? My older brother’s a big fan.”

Fiona grinned broadly. “Sure you can.” A wave of her wand opened the trunk above her head, and with an “Accio autobiography” she retrieved a glossy hardback book filled with pictures covering her Quidditch career. “Who should I make it out to?”

“Charlie,” Ginny replied, and Remus watched Fiona write a brief message to the second Weasley brother on the title page before signing it and passing it to Ginny, who thanked her and left, tucking the book into her bag.

Fiona turned back to Remus. “I’ve heard so much about that family, I wandered if I should ask for her autograph,” she joked. “Now, what were we talking about?”

Posted: 2004-12-31 10:04am
by The Duchess of Zeon
Interesting and well done (based on my very limited knowledge of the subject), though I'm not sure where you're going with it.. It seems like something that should go somewhere, not just a one-off piece.

Posted: 2004-12-31 10:09am
by InnerBrat
Uh, yes, this is chapter one of fifteen intended. hang on, let me add a chapter title...

Posted: 2004-12-31 10:16am
by The Duchess of Zeon
Alright. I'm having my own ideas that can't escape at the moment, also.

Incidentally, I seriously cannot think of a better title for this.

Posted: 2005-01-01 09:11am
by Ghost Rider
I still love the story...and coolness that you brought it here.

Ummm...for title...Lover's moon, or something of that analogy. I suck at titles as well. :?

Posted: 2005-01-01 10:38pm
by Kuja
Pretty cool (I always did like Remus), and it reminds me that I ought to get on to reading HP5 sometime. As for the title, I like the one you have.

Posted: 2005-01-08 10:49pm
by LadyTevar
Very well done, I think.

As for a title? I'm horrible at them.

Posted: 2005-01-09 04:06am
by InnerBrat
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CHAPTER TWO: Sorting and Feasting
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“I’m not thick!” Fiona insisted to herself as she jammed the Sorting Hat down on her head so hard it fell past her ears.

“No, I can see you’re not,” replied a voice, “not that I would ever use that word to describe a Hogwarts student.”

This was small relief to Fiona, who wasn’t about to take a hat’s word for it.

“I’m detecting quite a unique intelligence here,” it continued. “Still, I don’t think Ravenclaw would quite suit you.” Fiona fought back tears as she thought of the way Ryan had blanked her when she had met him on the train, telling her not to annoy him as he walked off with his own friends. I don’t want to be in the same house as him anyway, she thought bitterly.

“That’s good then,” the hat replied. “There’s certainly a desire to prove yourself, and the courage needed to stand up to your adversaries – both admirable traits. I can see also that you’re loyal and hard working.”

Fiona screwed up her eyes inside the darkness of the hand, and clenched her little hands into fists.
Not Hufflepuff, not Hufflepuff, she repeated to herself adamantly. She was determined that she wouldn’t be sent to the house that Sirius had been so scornful of. He, along with the others from that compartment, were in Gryffindor. Regardless of his mockery of her, she was convinced they would not be so horrible to her when they knew her better, especially if she wasn’t put into the “thick house”.

“Not Hufflepuff, then? That’s a shame, you could do well there. OK then, I don’t think your ambition is quite of the Slytherin calibre, so your courage wins through, and it’ll be GRYFFINDOR!”

This last word was shouted out loud to the rest of the Great Hall, and one of the tables began to cheer. Fiona smiled with relief, jumped down off the high stool, and half-walked, half jogged over to the Gryffindor table. As she approached, she noticed James whisper something to the short plump boy sitting next to him, who started to giggle uncontrollably. She pretended not to notice.


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Remus and Fiona were the last two teachers to arrive at the Great Hall for the start of year feast, and the remaining seats at the head table were not together. Remus sat between the huge Hagrid and Professor McGonagal, who both greeted him with the warmth of old friends. Fiona found herself sitting at the end, next to Severus Snape. She greeted him with a friendly smile, to which he responded with a slight twitch at the sides of his thin mouth – the nearest thing he had ever got to an actual smile, she remembered.

“Good evening, Madam Weathercock. I trust you had a pleasant journey up from London, and that the company wasn’t too tedious?”

Fiona glanced over Severus’ shoulder and for fraction of a second she caught Remus eye. He seemed to be wearing an expression of sympathy for her. Was this animosity still there, she wondered?

“Are we no longer on first name terms, Professor Snape?”

Severus raised an eyebrow. “If you wish, Fiona, but I’ sure it goes without saying that I am still Professor Snape in front of the students.”

Fiona suppressed a giggle. Twenty years on and he was still as socially awkward as he had always been. I guess I was as bad, she thought, at least, in my own way. I do hope I’ve improved more than him, she added, regarding Severus with more sympathetic eyes than she’d ever viewed him, and remembering the different ways they’d acted towards each other in their school days.

“I read your paper about extending the uses of Mandrake in preventative Potions,,” Fiona said as a conversation intiative.

“Really?” Severus raised an eyebrow in surprise and condensation. Fiona nodded.

“Of course, I didn’t understand all of it,” she admitted., “or indeed, most of it, but I did find it interesting. Do you really think immature plants can be used? How exactly would that work?”

“I believe I made that clear in the paper,” Severus sneered, but only briefly.

“Humour me,” Fiona replied. “I find it easier to talk through these things, than to read them.”

Eventually she managed to get Severus talking more animatedly about his work. She really did understand a lot more when he spoke to her, and she did still find Potions interesting. They spent a fairly enjoyable evening talking about Potions theory and eating their fill. Fiona was surprised how much she had missed Hogwarts food: it had been too long, she decided.

At the end of the feast Professor Dumbledore stood up and the Hall fell silent.

“Welcome to the start of a new year at Hogwarts!” he greeted the school. “I trust everyone’s had a good summer, and are prepared to face the new school year with enthusiasm. I for one am looking forward to a very boring and uneventful year.

“I just have a single announcement to make before we retire to sleep off that delightful feast, regarding the appointment of two new teachers.” Fiona became aware that the majority of the students were flitting their gaze between herself and Remus, whispering furiously. “Firstly, I would like to welcome back after four years our old Defense Against the Dark Art teacher Professor Lupin, who has great hopes of completing the year with us this time.”

The applause that greeted Remus was varied. It was deafening at the Gryffindor table, and enthusiastic some other places, but many students glanced at him anxiously, and others glared. Not everyone seemed happy about having a known werewolf for a teacher.

As the applause died down, most gazes swung towards Fiona as Dumbledore continued, “and secondly, since the retirement of our Madam Hooch, who served our school well for over a decade, I am pleased to welcome to the teachers table for the first time our new Flying teacher, Madam Weathercock.”

This time the applause was tumultuous, although no individual was as enthusiastic for her as some Gryffindors had been for Remus, Fiona felt her face flush hotly as the entire hall cheered her appointment. Severus curled his lip sarcastically as he remarked in an undertone: “I see we have a new school celebrity.”

Fiona frowned as she remembered the fame of the boy who had just left Hogwarts. “I doubt it,” she replied. “I just sit on a broomstick. Nothing to write home about.” Secretly, she glowed with pride. After all, it was nice to be accepted.

Posted: 2005-01-09 07:18pm
by Ghost Rider
Yay!!

Still loving it, and seriously I do love how you wrote Severus. I can honestly see him being like that.

Posted: 2005-01-10 04:50pm
by LadyTevar
Fantastic job, IB! And I agree with GR, That's just how I see Snape acting, first contemptuous, then opening up like a flower to anyone with an honest appreciation of his work.

Posted: 2005-01-12 11:14am
by Crown
I just read Chapter 1 and I liked it, I will start Chapter 2 shortly. I just wanted to ask you IB, do you know that Lupin's parents were Muggles? Just incase you want to do more flashbacks. :wink:

Great so far!

Posted: 2005-01-12 11:27am
by Crown
Okay, I just read chapter 2 ... loved it! Where have you got the 'university years' HP fanfic buried IB? I couldn't find it just glancing, and I'm a bit of a lazy bugger so ... :)

Posted: 2005-01-13 04:16am
by InnerBrat
Crown wrote:I just read Chapter 1 and I liked it, I will start Chapter 2 shortly. I just wanted to ask you IB, do you know that Lupin's parents were Muggles? Just incase you want to do more flashbacks. :wink:
No... Where did you get that information? I gathered from Prisoner of Azkaban that his paretns were wizards.

Posted: 2005-01-13 04:19am
by InnerBrat
Crown wrote:Okay, I just read chapter 2 ... loved it! Where have you got the 'university years' HP fanfic buried IB? I couldn't find it just glancing, and I'm a bit of a lazy bugger so ... :)
That would be here....

Posted: 2005-01-13 04:50am
by Crown
InnerBrat wrote:
Crown wrote:I just read Chapter 1 and I liked it, I will start Chapter 2 shortly. I just wanted to ask you IB, do you know that Lupin's parents were Muggles? Just incase you want to do more flashbacks. :wink:
No... Where did you get that information? I gathered from Prisoner of Azkaban that his paretns were wizards.
So did I, but then I was browsing the pages on The Leaky Cauldron, and I read an interview with JKR. She said that Lupin was a mudblood, and IIRC both his parents were muggles. I'll have to get back to you on that. :wink:

Posted: 2005-01-13 04:54am
by InnerBrat
Well, screw that :P. In this story he's at least 2nd generation. It's not important anyway. There's only one person in this story who's racist, and he hates Lupin anyway.

Posted: 2005-01-13 04:54am
by Crown
InnerBrat wrote:
Crown wrote:Okay, I just read chapter 2 ... loved it! Where have you got the 'university years' HP fanfic buried IB? I couldn't find it just glancing, and I'm a bit of a lazy bugger so ... :)
That would be here....

Okay thanks babe, oh and I found your quote; here The source is sited in full next to it. I guess I didn't remember correctly, all she says is that Lupin is 'Half Blood', but doesn't go into detail, so there you go! :wink:

Posted: 2005-01-13 04:55am
by Crown
InnerBrat wrote:Well, screw that :P. In this story he's at least 2nd generation. It's not important anyway. There's only one person in this story who's racist, and he hates Lupin anyway.
We replied too quickly, your story still works fine according to the quote I just managed to track down! (but not 2nd generation) :P

Posted: 2005-01-13 05:04am
by InnerBrat
Crown wrote:Okay thanks babe, oh and I found your quote; here The source is sited in full next to it. I guess I didn't remember correctly, all she says is that Lupin is 'Half Blood', but doesn't go into detail, so there you go! :wink:
Half blood does not mean either of his parents were muggles. One could have been muggle born (Harry's half blood), so it's fine.

Posted: 2005-01-13 05:06am
by Crown
InnerBrat wrote:
Crown wrote:Okay thanks babe, oh and I found your quote; here The source is sited in full next to it. I guess I didn't remember correctly, all she says is that Lupin is 'Half Blood', but doesn't go into detail, so there you go! :wink:
Half blood does not mean either of his parents were muggles. One could have been muggle born (Harry's half blood), so it's fine.
Errr, that didn't quite make sense my dear! :wink: 8)

Posted: 2005-01-13 05:10am
by InnerBrat
Crown wrote:Half blood does not mean either of his parents were muggles. One could have been muggle born (Harry's half blood), so it's fine.
Errr, that didn't quite make sense my dear! :wink: 8)[/quote]

Yes it does.
If one of Lupin's parents is a pure blood, and one is muggle born, then he's half blood, but both of his parents were wizards, which is what I wanted. Harry, for instance, is half blood, althought both his parents were wizards.

Posted: 2005-01-13 05:27am
by Crown
InnerBrat wrote:
Crown wrote:Errr, that didn't quite make sense my dear! :wink: 8)
Yes it does.
If one of Lupin's parents is a pure blood, and one is muggle born, then he's half blood, but both of his parents were wizards, which is what I wanted. Harry, for instance, is half blood, althought both his parents were wizards.
Yep, sorry. I thought you were using 'One' as in the possessive thrid person sense, and not refering to one of the parents, :wink:

Posted: 2005-01-13 05:33am
by InnerBrat
Crown wrote:Yep, sorry. I thought you were using 'One' as in the possessive thrid person sense, and not refering to one of the parents, :wink:
Oh, right. Sorry. Yeah, it doens't make sense that way around.

-edit- neither did that sentence.

Posted: 2005-01-13 05:35am
by Crown
InnerBrat wrote:
Crown wrote:Yep, sorry. I thought you were using 'One' as in the possessive thrid person sense, and not refering to one of the parents, :wink:
Oh, right. Sorry. Yeah, it doens't make snes ethat way around.
Group Hug! :P :lol: :P 8)

Posted: 2005-01-15 06:58am
by InnerBrat
vv short chapter to whet your thirst...

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CHAPTER THREE: MAKING AN IMPRESSION
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Fiona had officially moved into her office once her trophy cabinet had been established in one corner and her picture of Ryan and his family had been placed on the corner of her desk. She had a large room in one of the towers, which afforded her two views of the ground: one right onto the Quidditch pitch, and the other of the Great Lake and the edge of the Forest, and had positioned her desk so she could see both with relative ease.

The trouble with such an arrangement, of course, was that if, like now, she was in the middle of doing something relatively boring – drawing up timetables for the use of the pitch – she was inclined to stare out of the window at the view instead.

Right now, Remus had a class of third years out by the lake, where they stood clustered around three tanks all containing Grindylows, as he summed up the noticeable aspects of the water demon, and the best way to fight it. Why he was doing this at the Lake, Fiona wasn’t sure, but it was a wonderful early October day, and she did have a mild sense of envy about being outside at this exact moment, even if all of her lessons were taught on the Quidditch pitch.

Remus finished his introductory talk, and invited his students to come forward and attempt to fight the Grindylows, while he stood to one side to observe and help where necessary. He was a very good teacher, Fiona thought, observing how he inspired confidence in all his students, and kept a seemingly hands-off approach as every student managed some sort of success with the demons, even though very few managed to actually break fingers.

He looked healthy at the moment, as well, and not in the least bit as tired as he often did. He was in his element with his class and obviously enjoyed teaching them. She knew he’d had a difficult life, and the last few years in particular had been stressful and not a little tragic, but life at Hogwarts – and tonight’s new moon – obviously agreed with him. The colour was returning to his cheeks and his brown eyes seemed a lot brighter without bags hanging underneath them. His hair was turning grey before his time, but this gave him a distinguished appearance. Fiona remembered that he, along with his friends, had experimented with long hair in the sixth year. It hadn’t suited him – or anyone except Sirius – and he’d cut it after a few months. He certainly looked and acted different – if she hadn’t known him, she wouldn’t have linked the teenager she once knew with the man outside her window now…

She was brought out of her reflection abruptly when she noticed a pair of students, having tackled the Grindylow, looking up in her direction and giggling. Whether they were looking at her, she didn’t know, but she shifted her gaze suddenly, pretended to have been watching the Giant Squid on the opposite bank, then ducked her head back to concentrate on her work.

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As always, Fiona was the last person sitting at her desk at the end of the lesson, desperately scribbling down notes and homework from the board. Lily had tidied away the Potions equipment for her, but had left with Olivia Bluffs and Devaki Singh so as not to be too late for Transfiguration. Professor Biloba stood impatiently over her, wand poised ready to wipe the board, as her next third year class filed in, talking animatedly and pointedly ignoring the little first year.

Finally she finished, stuffed her notes into her bag and gave Biloba a look of mixed apology and gratitude, before scurrying off. The other Gryffindors were not far away as she turned into the corridor leading to the transfiguration classroom, and she broke into a light jog to catch up with them. The boys were near the back, talking about Potions, still.

“I swear, if Snape gets any slimier he’ll stain his robes,” Sirius was saying. James chuckled.

“Biloba doesn’t appreciate it, I can tell,” remarked Remus. “It’s like she doesn’t want to out right ignore him, but he sits there looking all smug.”

“Better than Bluffs, though,” James lowered his voice so the girls behind wouldn’t overhear. “When she knows the answers she looks like she’s constipated or something.” Peter Pettigrew, the fourth Gryffindor boy, burst into giggles at this, and James smiled smugly.

“Maybe,” continued Sirius, “but she doesn’t look around all smug every time she gets the answer right, does she?”

“That’s true. I could cope with that the first couple of times Snape did it,” James said, “but by the seventh time, I could have punched him.”

“Even when he gets ‘what’s the difference between Monk’s Hood and Wolfsbane’ “ said Sirius indignantly. “What idiot doesn’t know that?”

“Actually,” Peter spoke up nervously, “I… I didn’t.”

“Oh for crying out loud, Pettigrew,” James said, exasperated, “sometimes I really think it’s a toss - up between you and Weathercock who’s the thickest person in the year.”

The Gryffindors continued to Transfiguration, not noticing Fiona hanging back, tears in her eyes, before she turned and ran to the Gryffindor tower.