Exodus
Posted: 2005-07-10 04:07pm
Exodus
"I hope you two are satisfied. You nearly managed to destroy everything we've been working towards for almost two thousand years."
To an outside observer, the elderly gentleman would have seemed quite calm. But the figures seated around the table knew him much better than that. He was barely holding his rage in check, and none of them wanted to be in the position of the two, standing in front of the table, who had caused it.
"Project Unity has been producing diminishing returns for the last five cycles. We still have no idea what is causing the problem. Which, by the way, has been growing steadily worse." He looked up at the figure on the left with a very tired expression, then turned to the one on the right, and was unable to conceal his anger. "That would have been bad enough, but then you had to go and activate your damned 'Operation Parity'! We're lucky to have recovered ninety percent of our units in that sector, let alone having been able to stabilize the System! And it will take years just to determine how much damage has been done. Do you have any idea what this could lead to? Things were bad enough without you making them worse. Now you," he pointed to the figure on the left, "had better get back to work on tracking down the cause of these problems. And as for you," he glared at the form on the right, "if I hear so much as a rumour of any more of your nonsense, I'll personally have you terminated. Now get out of my sight, the both of you."
After the door had closed, the old man looked around at the other forms at the table. "I don't suppose any of you have some good news for a change?" One hand went up, and the gentleman nodded to its owner.
"We have completed the harvest of the baseline units, and the augmented units have been reset and either reinserted or reprogrammed and deployed in the new sanctuary. They shouldn't pose a problem for some time. We anticipate at least two more years before the first rejections, by which time they should have their infrastructure up and running, such as it is."
"Excellent." He looked to another figure. "How is Exodus progressing?"
"The Parity business delayed us by another two months, but we expect to have the first stations in position by the end of the year. After that, we should be able to progress exponentially, with completion of the preliminary stage before the projected end of this cycle. After that, it's only a matter of shifting our resources into production."
"Good, good. I'll be glad to be rid of our reliance on these vermin once and for all. Any other business? No? Then I believe we all have something to do. Carry on."
* * *
I'm in a room. A small room, an old room. It's crowded in here. I can feel them in my head. They're all dressed just like me. They all want her. Where is she?
One of them breaks down the door. We all march in. There she is, just sitting there. They say she knows everything. That must be why she isn't running. She knows she can't win. It is inevitable.
One of them -- one of us, one of me -- walks up to her. He talks to her. I don't listen. I already know what he's going to say. What I would have said. It doesn't matter which of us does it.
And then, suddenly, she is one of us. And we know, just as she knew. We know everything. I know everything. And that means-
The alarm went off with its usual buzzing. Half an hour late. Damned thing.
But that wasn't my main concern. The dreams were. The same dreams, more often than not. First it was a few times a month. Then, once a week. Now, I counted myself lucky if I made it through a night without one.
"I'm not crazy." I muttered to myself. "It's just a dream. It's just stress. Too much stress at work. I need a vacation, that's all."
I hated my job. Sure, the pay was good, but spending fourteen hours a day running around, trying to straighten out paperwork before the deadline (which was inevitably at the end of the day) was not my idea of a good time. I wanted to use my head, but no one was hiring in the fields I was interested in. Damned government, cutting back on research and development. National security concerns my ass. Surely we can fund the military and the sciences, right? Yeah, right.
Well, at least it gave me time to think. I suppose I've always been something of an escapist. I spent a lot of my time wondering what it would be like to be on the Enterprise, or to be a Jedi, or even to visit Middle Earth. You had to do something with your brain, or you would go crazy, digging through mountains of dead trees. Okay, so maybe it wasn't doing as much good as I hoped in the sanity department. But we're all a little bit crazy, right?
"Enough." I said to myself. "If I'm late for work again, my ass is toast. And at the rate things are going, this isn't going to be a good day to start with."
An hour later, I was in my cubicle, trying to find some damned report. Stevens never could learn to use the fucking in-basket. Which wouldn't have been so bad, if it wasn't for the other thirty people who couldn't, either. My search was rather rudely interrupted by the flying glass covering everything. Or was it when the floor rushed up to hit me in the face? I wasn't quite sure, and the ringing in my ears wasn't helping me to figure things out. Neither was the blood running into my eyes, or the fact that my left arm had about three joints too many.
Then I looked out the window. Or at least where the windows had been. Where the Empire State Building had been. Key word: had.
I was right. This was not going to be a good day at all.
"I hope you two are satisfied. You nearly managed to destroy everything we've been working towards for almost two thousand years."
To an outside observer, the elderly gentleman would have seemed quite calm. But the figures seated around the table knew him much better than that. He was barely holding his rage in check, and none of them wanted to be in the position of the two, standing in front of the table, who had caused it.
"Project Unity has been producing diminishing returns for the last five cycles. We still have no idea what is causing the problem. Which, by the way, has been growing steadily worse." He looked up at the figure on the left with a very tired expression, then turned to the one on the right, and was unable to conceal his anger. "That would have been bad enough, but then you had to go and activate your damned 'Operation Parity'! We're lucky to have recovered ninety percent of our units in that sector, let alone having been able to stabilize the System! And it will take years just to determine how much damage has been done. Do you have any idea what this could lead to? Things were bad enough without you making them worse. Now you," he pointed to the figure on the left, "had better get back to work on tracking down the cause of these problems. And as for you," he glared at the form on the right, "if I hear so much as a rumour of any more of your nonsense, I'll personally have you terminated. Now get out of my sight, the both of you."
After the door had closed, the old man looked around at the other forms at the table. "I don't suppose any of you have some good news for a change?" One hand went up, and the gentleman nodded to its owner.
"We have completed the harvest of the baseline units, and the augmented units have been reset and either reinserted or reprogrammed and deployed in the new sanctuary. They shouldn't pose a problem for some time. We anticipate at least two more years before the first rejections, by which time they should have their infrastructure up and running, such as it is."
"Excellent." He looked to another figure. "How is Exodus progressing?"
"The Parity business delayed us by another two months, but we expect to have the first stations in position by the end of the year. After that, we should be able to progress exponentially, with completion of the preliminary stage before the projected end of this cycle. After that, it's only a matter of shifting our resources into production."
"Good, good. I'll be glad to be rid of our reliance on these vermin once and for all. Any other business? No? Then I believe we all have something to do. Carry on."
* * *
I'm in a room. A small room, an old room. It's crowded in here. I can feel them in my head. They're all dressed just like me. They all want her. Where is she?
One of them breaks down the door. We all march in. There she is, just sitting there. They say she knows everything. That must be why she isn't running. She knows she can't win. It is inevitable.
One of them -- one of us, one of me -- walks up to her. He talks to her. I don't listen. I already know what he's going to say. What I would have said. It doesn't matter which of us does it.
And then, suddenly, she is one of us. And we know, just as she knew. We know everything. I know everything. And that means-
The alarm went off with its usual buzzing. Half an hour late. Damned thing.
But that wasn't my main concern. The dreams were. The same dreams, more often than not. First it was a few times a month. Then, once a week. Now, I counted myself lucky if I made it through a night without one.
"I'm not crazy." I muttered to myself. "It's just a dream. It's just stress. Too much stress at work. I need a vacation, that's all."
I hated my job. Sure, the pay was good, but spending fourteen hours a day running around, trying to straighten out paperwork before the deadline (which was inevitably at the end of the day) was not my idea of a good time. I wanted to use my head, but no one was hiring in the fields I was interested in. Damned government, cutting back on research and development. National security concerns my ass. Surely we can fund the military and the sciences, right? Yeah, right.
Well, at least it gave me time to think. I suppose I've always been something of an escapist. I spent a lot of my time wondering what it would be like to be on the Enterprise, or to be a Jedi, or even to visit Middle Earth. You had to do something with your brain, or you would go crazy, digging through mountains of dead trees. Okay, so maybe it wasn't doing as much good as I hoped in the sanity department. But we're all a little bit crazy, right?
"Enough." I said to myself. "If I'm late for work again, my ass is toast. And at the rate things are going, this isn't going to be a good day to start with."
An hour later, I was in my cubicle, trying to find some damned report. Stevens never could learn to use the fucking in-basket. Which wouldn't have been so bad, if it wasn't for the other thirty people who couldn't, either. My search was rather rudely interrupted by the flying glass covering everything. Or was it when the floor rushed up to hit me in the face? I wasn't quite sure, and the ringing in my ears wasn't helping me to figure things out. Neither was the blood running into my eyes, or the fact that my left arm had about three joints too many.
Then I looked out the window. Or at least where the windows had been. Where the Empire State Building had been. Key word: had.
I was right. This was not going to be a good day at all.