Dawn of Forever, Part XXXI-XLIX
Posted: 2006-01-18 05:40pm
Part XXXI
There was almost total silence everywhere in the Sith compound. No one made the slightest sound; even Annika, in her cell, curled up on her cot and tried not to breathe. Because the only sound that there was came from the Oracle's lab. From that room came the sound of energy discharging, and bones snapping, and flesh tearing, and vicious tools, and Ben Skywalker's screams.
It was true that Force users couldn't use organic limb replacements, but there were many black arts in the chronicles of the Sith and over time the Oracle had learned a great deal of them. But they were not simple, and they were not subtle, and they certainly weren't pleasant. There was another sound of a bone cracking and a scream, and Molly O'Brien covered her ears and screwed her eyes shut.
The hours dragged on, and the Sith moved about the compound with steps that would make a cat sound like an elephant. Eventually, there was silence, then a final, massive discharge and scream. A few seconds later, the lab door opened, and Ben's unconscious body was shoved through it, tumbling down the stairs and landing in a heap on the cave floor. Molly slipped in, then looked carefully between Ben and the door to the Oracle's lab. Fear froze her lungs, but she crept across the cave towards him. She reached out to pick him up-
Thunder erupted from the Oracle's lab, and Molly shrunk back in terror. It came again and again, and the shriek of wind, and the walls that had been designed to withstand hurricanes rattled like a scrap metal lean-to. Above it was the sound of the Oracle screaming things in a language Molly couldn't understand... and was grateful for that fact. She lunged, picked up Ben, and half-carried, half-dragged him back to his room and deposited him on the bed. She left him, returned to her room, and sat in the corner and covered her ears again.
Eventually Ben awoke and looked down and flexed his hands. They were real, and he had paid for every ounce with pain. Sebastian couldn't pull that same trick again. Of course, that didn't matter; not really. The fight had come and gone; nothing more remained for the two of them.
Ben had come to realize a horrible truth... he had beaten Sebastian. It wasn't the way he'd wanted to, but by killing those around him, Ben had taken away what Sebastian had and wanted, and taught him that at any time, Ben could find someone he cared for and kill them, and nothing he could do could ever stop it. And so Sebastian chose to do the only thing left, and accept that. He accepted that as much as the crippled leg Ben had left him with, that it was simply a part of his life and would never change. Ben could do it too, kill any of them at any time, but what would be the point? He'd hurt Sebastian, punish him, but it wouldn't break him, because that had already happened. It would be no different than slaughtering stormtroopers, it would have no meaning. Ben had taken all he could from Sebastian already, and that was why the victory was so hollow.
There he was, on the holonet, his popularity growing every day, his influence expanding across both galaxies. The rumors, the prophecy, looked to be true... Sebastian would take the Emperor's place. He'd have the galaxy -both galaxies, Ben corrected- before this war ended. And it wasn't worth a damn to him. Sebastian was broken, and yet he would achieve more in defeat... because of defeat, than Ben had achieved at the height of his power. All that Ben schemed for barely qualified as a consolation prize. If Ben could somehow undo what he'd done at the Wormhole, he knew Sebastian wouldn't think twice about handing all that power over to him... just to have his wife back.
Ben never had a wife. He'd had many women he'd indulged with over the years, like Molly, but that was simply satisfying his human needs, nothing more. His father had never been there, his mother- was a topic Ben didn't like to think about. He'd had no brothers or sisters, his relatives were distant, his few friends had latched to him like a remora and wouldn't remain loyal. No one ever told him he was going to inherit anything. Sebastian had everything that should have been Ben's, his life! So Ben took pleasure in stripping him of all that. Now Ben watched Sebastian hobble on his cane. That was all he'd done. He'd wanted to destroy him, physically and emotionally, but all he'd done is wounded him. Permanent wounds, but all the same, nothing mortal.
Ben had looked up at Sebastian on Vidik when he lowered the saber, and Ben knew that he himself was just as wounded, just as broken. With the exception of power, Sebastian had always had far, far more than Ben ever had, and Ben had taken it all away. It had to have been worse than never having it, because Ben knew how terrible it was to have had galactic power and lose it all. But despite that, Sebastian could stand there, stripped of everything that meant anything to him, and look at him with murder in his eyes, and still not give in. There was... is... nothing left for Ben to live for. It was Ben's last chance to take something away from him, to truly destroy him, but Sebastian, as much as the hate filled him, wouldn't surrender to it. Killing Ben wasn't worth it... Ben wasn't worth it... Ben wasn't worth anything...
You should be trying to hunt down and kill that freak! Ben hung his head. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't find the motivation. Sebastian was right. Even if he did it, and won, it wouldn't change anything. Sebastian had fought him because of his hatred, but with that bested, what kind of challenge would he prove to be? Would he even bother to ignite his lightsaber the next time, and just let Ben give him the same escape he'd refused to provide on Vidik? No, there's nothing Ben could gain by such a fight, and nothing that Sebastian could lose that the Jedi actually valued, not even his own life. And there were no other enemies left for Ben to fight... not like this, not personal. The only one that came close was his own master, and that was an exercise in futility. Attack her, and she wouldn't even put him out of his misery... she'd already proven that.
Ben Skywalker flexed his human hands. He had no use for them any more. There was nothing left for him to live for; his enemies were either already beaten, or beyond his ability to defeat. He would never reclaim even a fraction of the power that he'd lost, no matter how much he devoted himself to it. He had no freedom to even indulge in whatever struck his fancies, because his master wouldn't tolerate it. He had no reason to stay alive, and only one reason not to kill himself. He was afraid. He wished he were dead, but couldn't find the courage to kill himself. The experience of being dead filled him with too much fear to finish it, but he wished someone else would do it. He was half-tempted to ask Molly to do it, but was worried the Oracle would undo it, and then he'd have to live with the looks of the Sith students after that...
Ben got up, and went to the fresher to clean himself up. If he wasn't going to kill himself, then it was time to go about the tired business of being alive.
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A fleet of Borg Tactical Cubes appeared over Corellia, but they'd been expected, so things were merely tense. Jaina and Anakin Solo beamed on board the cube; the Borg Queen awaited them. "Greetings," she said. "Sebastian is expecting you."
"Where is he?" Jaina asked. She knew that with Borg you got straight to the point.
"He is... thinking," the Queen said. "This one will take you to him," she added as a woman walked up alongside her.
"Janet Fields," she said with a nod. "I'm Mr. Skywalker's assistant. If you'll follow me please, I'll take you to him." She quickly led the way out of the room and into the corridors of the ship until they came to a massive open space that combined agoraphobia with vertigo for a stomach twisting experience. She stood aside and let the Jedi approach alone.
Sebastian was standing on the platform up against the rail, watching the Borg drones performing their various tasks all around. There were thousands... tens of thousands, all following their instructions with the peak of efficiency and perfection. Beethoven's Ninth Symphony was blaring as Sebastian gestured subtly with his cane, as if conducting this massive orchestra that was the Borg. "Bastian?" Jaina said.
Sebastian stopped gesturing and turned back, a grin slowly spreading across his face. "Welcome," he said as the music stopped. "Sorry, had a lot on my mind." He gestured towards the drones with his head. "It's quite tranquil, believe it or not, like watching a very large clock." He cleared his throat. "I'm sorry I missed the wedding, Anakin, and I'd like to take the time to catch up, but these are pressing days. The Academy was destroyed, obviously; what are you planning now?"
"We're going to have to establish it elsewhere," Anakin said. "It's still needed... probably more now than ever."
"Good," Sebastian said. "Unfortunately, there's the issue of the Death Star to factor in."
"Well, until we know for sure who has it, we can't really factor it in," Anakin said.
"I disagree. The Empire would never have slit its own throat like that, and no one else could have constructed one. The only possible person who could be behind that Death Star is the Oracle," Sebastian said, limping up to Anakin. "She may not have her finger on the trigger, but she can control who does. Any planet you choose to house the Jedi Academy will face the threat of annihilation."
"That's the whole thing about a Death Star," Jaina said. "Where can you be safe with one of those flying about?"
"That's why we've got to think like our opponents think," Sebastian said. "I've been thinking and re-thinking this," he said as he hobbled back to the railing and looked out at the horde of drones milling about. "It's a gamble, I must admit, but I believe that it is the safest course of action for the galaxy, although the risk to innocent life is great."
"We can't risk innocent people," Anakin said flatly. "That goes against the Jedi way."
"If I'm wrong, there will be no more Jedi, so the point will be moot."
"Sebastian," Anakin said sharply, "you've been pushing the boundaries way too much lately. I saw how you looked on Vidik... you were going to kill that Sith."
Sebastian turned back and gave him a dark look. "Can you honestly stand there and tell me that if Ben had done to Laudica what he did to Jorri that you wouldn't be tempted? That you wouldn't have wanted to make him pay for taking her away from you, and all the pain he caused you?"
"We're Jedi," Anakin said. "We're supposed to be better than that."
Sebastian gave a small, dismissive laugh. "I think you've spent too much time in your temple and not enough out there in the universe."
"And you've spent too much time playing messiah and not enough looking at how to live like one," Anakin shot back.
"Anakin," Jaina said, and the younger Jedi backed off. "We're not talking about temptation, Bastian. We're talking about how close you came to crossing that line... you know it'll only get easier."
"And do you see me rushing off to fight anyone?" Sebastian asked. "I'm not leading this war from the front, Jaina, not trying to take out my anger on Sith and Vong. You want the truth? Yeah, I would have done it, would've killed him in a heartbeat. I hate him; it's a perfectly human reaction and I feel no need to apologize for it."
"Then you're not really a Jedi," Anakin said.
Sebastian shrugged. "Go ahead, take that away too if you like."
"We just are concerned about the example you set for the students," Jaina said.
"Noted," Sebastian said. "But I've got enough piled on me right now that worrying about that just isn't important."
"So let them see that the teachings of the Jedi apply only when it's convenient," Anakin said.
"Sithspawn, you've got your head in the sand!" Sebastian said. "Do you have any idea what the Vong are capable of? You know why I'm working so hard to get this alliance growing? Because the entire might of the Borg fleet isn't going to be enough, do you understand? The most powerful force left isn't strong enough! And every day, the Vong get stronger, and soon, even the combined might of the galaxies won't be enough to hold them back. I've got to think about the people first."
"And what kind of people will they be when you're finished?" Anakin demanded.
"Alive, you kriffing idiot!"
"That's enough," Jaina said sharply. "Now look, I realize what your point is, Bastian, and you're right, you need to do what you're doing to unite the people. But you cannot handle the Oracle; you're too close to the edge, and you're too emotionally invested in it. You leave her and the Sith up to us."
Sebastian took a deep breath through his nose. "Fair enough. But when it comes to the Vong, you clear it with me first, understood. If we're going to operate like this then you focus on your job, not meddling in mine - and that includes denouncing my actions as a Jedi. Maybe you don't think I'm one, but I need to maintain that image in order to convince people to rally to our cause. If you start second-guessing me, then this alliance can fall apart, and I guarantee the Vong will win."
"You don't know for sure," Jaina said.
Sebastian pointed at the Borg drones. "You want to tell them there's an error with their math?"
"The Borg aren't perfect," Jaina said.
"But they're not normally wrong," Sebastian said. "You willing to gamble with the lives of two galaxies to find out?"
"No," Anakin said. "Like I said, Jedi don't gamble with innocent lives."
"Ah," Sebastian clapped a little while he smiled humorlessly, "very good. Brought it all around in a circle. Would you like to actually listen to my idea or throw some more doctrine at me."
"Tell us," Jaina said before Anakin could speak.
"Set up the Academy on Earth."
"Earth?" Anakin said. "That's the Milky Way; back end of space."
"Thanks for the astrography lesson."
"There's nine billion people on Earth," Jaina said. "That's a lot of lives to put at risk if the Death Star comes."
"I don't think it will," Sebastian said. "You ever read Kathryn Janeway's file?"
"A little," Jaina said. "She was the one who first made contact with the Empire."
"In her final effort to get her crew back to their home planet," Sebastian said. "Earth. It was all she thought about for years, so much so that she never even thought about the consequences of dealing with someone as powerful as the Empire, of handing over volumes of Starfleet information to them without really looking at what she was getting involved in. Earth... over the years she became obsessed with the planet, took risks and broke regulations to get to it."
"You think it's going to matter to someone as evil as the Oracle?" Anakin said.
"No matter how much has changed," Sebastian said, "I don't think that Janeway, no matter what she calls herself, could ever intentionally destroy Earth. I think she imagines herself when this is all over setting up the Federation capital again and ruling from her home planet... of taking that planet in the back end of space and turning it into a center of power once again."
"And if you're wrong, nine billion people pay the price," Anakin said.
"Hey, it's my ancestors' planet," Sebastian said. "I wouldn't suggest it if I didn't believe that she wouldn't cross that line. I can't believe that she'd destroy Earth just to eliminate a few Jedi."
"Yeah, but still... Earth." Anakin shrugged a little. "It's just so far from everything."
"It's far from the Death Star," Sebastian pointed out, tapping his cane on the railing.
"Good selling point," Anakin admitted.
"We'll have to meditate on this, Bastian," Jaina said.
"I understand," Sebastian said. "But I wouldn't drag your feet on this." He turned back and watched the drones. "Nice seeing you again," and the two Jedi were transported off the ship. He was quiet for a while. “Canon in D, string quartet.” His hand began moving slowly with the music. “They played this at my wedding to Jorri,” Sebastian said.
“It’s beautiful,” Janet offered.
His hand never missed a beat. “It doesn’t work as a solo, not really.” He closed his eyes and held his arms out. He seemed to be literally breathing the music in as it swelled around them. “You can try, but you can feel something is missing...” He held the cane aloft. “It’s as if they’re singing along... about something so wonderful, you can’t express it as a word, just a feeling.” He lowered the cane, and the music died. "What do you think of the meeting, Janet?"
"The affairs of the Jedi are beyond the scope of my experience, sir." The silence waited, and inevitably Janet filled it. "But I don't believe they're right at all. They spend too much time hidden away and not enough time out doing good work; they're not reliable."
"I agree with the first, but not the second," Sebastian said. He sighed. "And I hate to admit it, but they're right in some ways. I'm not a good Jedi, not really."
"Your skill on Vidik-"
"My opponent underestimated me," Sebastian said. "And that's not what I'm talking about." He looked down; it was about a kilometer and a half drop, but heights didn't bother him any more. "The Emperor was right; I can't do this without them. Maybe I can hold the galaxies together, but I can't do that and hold myself together at the same time. She's too strong for me, Janet. She knew all my weaknesses and how best to exploit them. She came within a hair's breadth of getting me on Vidik. I try going against her and she'll turn me, I can feel it."
"So you'll leave her to the Jedi?"
"I have no choice, Janet. I just don't have the time and energy to prepare myself for such a confrontation. Hopefully they can come down from their ivory tower long enough to handle that for me, so I can face the minor problem of uniting countless civilizations against our mortal enemy." He tapped the railing with the cane. “Play it again,” he ordered, and music filled the halls of the cube.
There was almost total silence everywhere in the Sith compound. No one made the slightest sound; even Annika, in her cell, curled up on her cot and tried not to breathe. Because the only sound that there was came from the Oracle's lab. From that room came the sound of energy discharging, and bones snapping, and flesh tearing, and vicious tools, and Ben Skywalker's screams.
It was true that Force users couldn't use organic limb replacements, but there were many black arts in the chronicles of the Sith and over time the Oracle had learned a great deal of them. But they were not simple, and they were not subtle, and they certainly weren't pleasant. There was another sound of a bone cracking and a scream, and Molly O'Brien covered her ears and screwed her eyes shut.
The hours dragged on, and the Sith moved about the compound with steps that would make a cat sound like an elephant. Eventually, there was silence, then a final, massive discharge and scream. A few seconds later, the lab door opened, and Ben's unconscious body was shoved through it, tumbling down the stairs and landing in a heap on the cave floor. Molly slipped in, then looked carefully between Ben and the door to the Oracle's lab. Fear froze her lungs, but she crept across the cave towards him. She reached out to pick him up-
Thunder erupted from the Oracle's lab, and Molly shrunk back in terror. It came again and again, and the shriek of wind, and the walls that had been designed to withstand hurricanes rattled like a scrap metal lean-to. Above it was the sound of the Oracle screaming things in a language Molly couldn't understand... and was grateful for that fact. She lunged, picked up Ben, and half-carried, half-dragged him back to his room and deposited him on the bed. She left him, returned to her room, and sat in the corner and covered her ears again.
Eventually Ben awoke and looked down and flexed his hands. They were real, and he had paid for every ounce with pain. Sebastian couldn't pull that same trick again. Of course, that didn't matter; not really. The fight had come and gone; nothing more remained for the two of them.
Ben had come to realize a horrible truth... he had beaten Sebastian. It wasn't the way he'd wanted to, but by killing those around him, Ben had taken away what Sebastian had and wanted, and taught him that at any time, Ben could find someone he cared for and kill them, and nothing he could do could ever stop it. And so Sebastian chose to do the only thing left, and accept that. He accepted that as much as the crippled leg Ben had left him with, that it was simply a part of his life and would never change. Ben could do it too, kill any of them at any time, but what would be the point? He'd hurt Sebastian, punish him, but it wouldn't break him, because that had already happened. It would be no different than slaughtering stormtroopers, it would have no meaning. Ben had taken all he could from Sebastian already, and that was why the victory was so hollow.
There he was, on the holonet, his popularity growing every day, his influence expanding across both galaxies. The rumors, the prophecy, looked to be true... Sebastian would take the Emperor's place. He'd have the galaxy -both galaxies, Ben corrected- before this war ended. And it wasn't worth a damn to him. Sebastian was broken, and yet he would achieve more in defeat... because of defeat, than Ben had achieved at the height of his power. All that Ben schemed for barely qualified as a consolation prize. If Ben could somehow undo what he'd done at the Wormhole, he knew Sebastian wouldn't think twice about handing all that power over to him... just to have his wife back.
Ben never had a wife. He'd had many women he'd indulged with over the years, like Molly, but that was simply satisfying his human needs, nothing more. His father had never been there, his mother- was a topic Ben didn't like to think about. He'd had no brothers or sisters, his relatives were distant, his few friends had latched to him like a remora and wouldn't remain loyal. No one ever told him he was going to inherit anything. Sebastian had everything that should have been Ben's, his life! So Ben took pleasure in stripping him of all that. Now Ben watched Sebastian hobble on his cane. That was all he'd done. He'd wanted to destroy him, physically and emotionally, but all he'd done is wounded him. Permanent wounds, but all the same, nothing mortal.
Ben had looked up at Sebastian on Vidik when he lowered the saber, and Ben knew that he himself was just as wounded, just as broken. With the exception of power, Sebastian had always had far, far more than Ben ever had, and Ben had taken it all away. It had to have been worse than never having it, because Ben knew how terrible it was to have had galactic power and lose it all. But despite that, Sebastian could stand there, stripped of everything that meant anything to him, and look at him with murder in his eyes, and still not give in. There was... is... nothing left for Ben to live for. It was Ben's last chance to take something away from him, to truly destroy him, but Sebastian, as much as the hate filled him, wouldn't surrender to it. Killing Ben wasn't worth it... Ben wasn't worth it... Ben wasn't worth anything...
You should be trying to hunt down and kill that freak! Ben hung his head. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't find the motivation. Sebastian was right. Even if he did it, and won, it wouldn't change anything. Sebastian had fought him because of his hatred, but with that bested, what kind of challenge would he prove to be? Would he even bother to ignite his lightsaber the next time, and just let Ben give him the same escape he'd refused to provide on Vidik? No, there's nothing Ben could gain by such a fight, and nothing that Sebastian could lose that the Jedi actually valued, not even his own life. And there were no other enemies left for Ben to fight... not like this, not personal. The only one that came close was his own master, and that was an exercise in futility. Attack her, and she wouldn't even put him out of his misery... she'd already proven that.
Ben Skywalker flexed his human hands. He had no use for them any more. There was nothing left for him to live for; his enemies were either already beaten, or beyond his ability to defeat. He would never reclaim even a fraction of the power that he'd lost, no matter how much he devoted himself to it. He had no freedom to even indulge in whatever struck his fancies, because his master wouldn't tolerate it. He had no reason to stay alive, and only one reason not to kill himself. He was afraid. He wished he were dead, but couldn't find the courage to kill himself. The experience of being dead filled him with too much fear to finish it, but he wished someone else would do it. He was half-tempted to ask Molly to do it, but was worried the Oracle would undo it, and then he'd have to live with the looks of the Sith students after that...
Ben got up, and went to the fresher to clean himself up. If he wasn't going to kill himself, then it was time to go about the tired business of being alive.
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A fleet of Borg Tactical Cubes appeared over Corellia, but they'd been expected, so things were merely tense. Jaina and Anakin Solo beamed on board the cube; the Borg Queen awaited them. "Greetings," she said. "Sebastian is expecting you."
"Where is he?" Jaina asked. She knew that with Borg you got straight to the point.
"He is... thinking," the Queen said. "This one will take you to him," she added as a woman walked up alongside her.
"Janet Fields," she said with a nod. "I'm Mr. Skywalker's assistant. If you'll follow me please, I'll take you to him." She quickly led the way out of the room and into the corridors of the ship until they came to a massive open space that combined agoraphobia with vertigo for a stomach twisting experience. She stood aside and let the Jedi approach alone.
Sebastian was standing on the platform up against the rail, watching the Borg drones performing their various tasks all around. There were thousands... tens of thousands, all following their instructions with the peak of efficiency and perfection. Beethoven's Ninth Symphony was blaring as Sebastian gestured subtly with his cane, as if conducting this massive orchestra that was the Borg. "Bastian?" Jaina said.
Sebastian stopped gesturing and turned back, a grin slowly spreading across his face. "Welcome," he said as the music stopped. "Sorry, had a lot on my mind." He gestured towards the drones with his head. "It's quite tranquil, believe it or not, like watching a very large clock." He cleared his throat. "I'm sorry I missed the wedding, Anakin, and I'd like to take the time to catch up, but these are pressing days. The Academy was destroyed, obviously; what are you planning now?"
"We're going to have to establish it elsewhere," Anakin said. "It's still needed... probably more now than ever."
"Good," Sebastian said. "Unfortunately, there's the issue of the Death Star to factor in."
"Well, until we know for sure who has it, we can't really factor it in," Anakin said.
"I disagree. The Empire would never have slit its own throat like that, and no one else could have constructed one. The only possible person who could be behind that Death Star is the Oracle," Sebastian said, limping up to Anakin. "She may not have her finger on the trigger, but she can control who does. Any planet you choose to house the Jedi Academy will face the threat of annihilation."
"That's the whole thing about a Death Star," Jaina said. "Where can you be safe with one of those flying about?"
"That's why we've got to think like our opponents think," Sebastian said. "I've been thinking and re-thinking this," he said as he hobbled back to the railing and looked out at the horde of drones milling about. "It's a gamble, I must admit, but I believe that it is the safest course of action for the galaxy, although the risk to innocent life is great."
"We can't risk innocent people," Anakin said flatly. "That goes against the Jedi way."
"If I'm wrong, there will be no more Jedi, so the point will be moot."
"Sebastian," Anakin said sharply, "you've been pushing the boundaries way too much lately. I saw how you looked on Vidik... you were going to kill that Sith."
Sebastian turned back and gave him a dark look. "Can you honestly stand there and tell me that if Ben had done to Laudica what he did to Jorri that you wouldn't be tempted? That you wouldn't have wanted to make him pay for taking her away from you, and all the pain he caused you?"
"We're Jedi," Anakin said. "We're supposed to be better than that."
Sebastian gave a small, dismissive laugh. "I think you've spent too much time in your temple and not enough out there in the universe."
"And you've spent too much time playing messiah and not enough looking at how to live like one," Anakin shot back.
"Anakin," Jaina said, and the younger Jedi backed off. "We're not talking about temptation, Bastian. We're talking about how close you came to crossing that line... you know it'll only get easier."
"And do you see me rushing off to fight anyone?" Sebastian asked. "I'm not leading this war from the front, Jaina, not trying to take out my anger on Sith and Vong. You want the truth? Yeah, I would have done it, would've killed him in a heartbeat. I hate him; it's a perfectly human reaction and I feel no need to apologize for it."
"Then you're not really a Jedi," Anakin said.
Sebastian shrugged. "Go ahead, take that away too if you like."
"We just are concerned about the example you set for the students," Jaina said.
"Noted," Sebastian said. "But I've got enough piled on me right now that worrying about that just isn't important."
"So let them see that the teachings of the Jedi apply only when it's convenient," Anakin said.
"Sithspawn, you've got your head in the sand!" Sebastian said. "Do you have any idea what the Vong are capable of? You know why I'm working so hard to get this alliance growing? Because the entire might of the Borg fleet isn't going to be enough, do you understand? The most powerful force left isn't strong enough! And every day, the Vong get stronger, and soon, even the combined might of the galaxies won't be enough to hold them back. I've got to think about the people first."
"And what kind of people will they be when you're finished?" Anakin demanded.
"Alive, you kriffing idiot!"
"That's enough," Jaina said sharply. "Now look, I realize what your point is, Bastian, and you're right, you need to do what you're doing to unite the people. But you cannot handle the Oracle; you're too close to the edge, and you're too emotionally invested in it. You leave her and the Sith up to us."
Sebastian took a deep breath through his nose. "Fair enough. But when it comes to the Vong, you clear it with me first, understood. If we're going to operate like this then you focus on your job, not meddling in mine - and that includes denouncing my actions as a Jedi. Maybe you don't think I'm one, but I need to maintain that image in order to convince people to rally to our cause. If you start second-guessing me, then this alliance can fall apart, and I guarantee the Vong will win."
"You don't know for sure," Jaina said.
Sebastian pointed at the Borg drones. "You want to tell them there's an error with their math?"
"The Borg aren't perfect," Jaina said.
"But they're not normally wrong," Sebastian said. "You willing to gamble with the lives of two galaxies to find out?"
"No," Anakin said. "Like I said, Jedi don't gamble with innocent lives."
"Ah," Sebastian clapped a little while he smiled humorlessly, "very good. Brought it all around in a circle. Would you like to actually listen to my idea or throw some more doctrine at me."
"Tell us," Jaina said before Anakin could speak.
"Set up the Academy on Earth."
"Earth?" Anakin said. "That's the Milky Way; back end of space."
"Thanks for the astrography lesson."
"There's nine billion people on Earth," Jaina said. "That's a lot of lives to put at risk if the Death Star comes."
"I don't think it will," Sebastian said. "You ever read Kathryn Janeway's file?"
"A little," Jaina said. "She was the one who first made contact with the Empire."
"In her final effort to get her crew back to their home planet," Sebastian said. "Earth. It was all she thought about for years, so much so that she never even thought about the consequences of dealing with someone as powerful as the Empire, of handing over volumes of Starfleet information to them without really looking at what she was getting involved in. Earth... over the years she became obsessed with the planet, took risks and broke regulations to get to it."
"You think it's going to matter to someone as evil as the Oracle?" Anakin said.
"No matter how much has changed," Sebastian said, "I don't think that Janeway, no matter what she calls herself, could ever intentionally destroy Earth. I think she imagines herself when this is all over setting up the Federation capital again and ruling from her home planet... of taking that planet in the back end of space and turning it into a center of power once again."
"And if you're wrong, nine billion people pay the price," Anakin said.
"Hey, it's my ancestors' planet," Sebastian said. "I wouldn't suggest it if I didn't believe that she wouldn't cross that line. I can't believe that she'd destroy Earth just to eliminate a few Jedi."
"Yeah, but still... Earth." Anakin shrugged a little. "It's just so far from everything."
"It's far from the Death Star," Sebastian pointed out, tapping his cane on the railing.
"Good selling point," Anakin admitted.
"We'll have to meditate on this, Bastian," Jaina said.
"I understand," Sebastian said. "But I wouldn't drag your feet on this." He turned back and watched the drones. "Nice seeing you again," and the two Jedi were transported off the ship. He was quiet for a while. “Canon in D, string quartet.” His hand began moving slowly with the music. “They played this at my wedding to Jorri,” Sebastian said.
“It’s beautiful,” Janet offered.
His hand never missed a beat. “It doesn’t work as a solo, not really.” He closed his eyes and held his arms out. He seemed to be literally breathing the music in as it swelled around them. “You can try, but you can feel something is missing...” He held the cane aloft. “It’s as if they’re singing along... about something so wonderful, you can’t express it as a word, just a feeling.” He lowered the cane, and the music died. "What do you think of the meeting, Janet?"
"The affairs of the Jedi are beyond the scope of my experience, sir." The silence waited, and inevitably Janet filled it. "But I don't believe they're right at all. They spend too much time hidden away and not enough time out doing good work; they're not reliable."
"I agree with the first, but not the second," Sebastian said. He sighed. "And I hate to admit it, but they're right in some ways. I'm not a good Jedi, not really."
"Your skill on Vidik-"
"My opponent underestimated me," Sebastian said. "And that's not what I'm talking about." He looked down; it was about a kilometer and a half drop, but heights didn't bother him any more. "The Emperor was right; I can't do this without them. Maybe I can hold the galaxies together, but I can't do that and hold myself together at the same time. She's too strong for me, Janet. She knew all my weaknesses and how best to exploit them. She came within a hair's breadth of getting me on Vidik. I try going against her and she'll turn me, I can feel it."
"So you'll leave her to the Jedi?"
"I have no choice, Janet. I just don't have the time and energy to prepare myself for such a confrontation. Hopefully they can come down from their ivory tower long enough to handle that for me, so I can face the minor problem of uniting countless civilizations against our mortal enemy." He tapped the railing with the cane. “Play it again,” he ordered, and music filled the halls of the cube.