Well.. i ran over a bird with my bike, as it was shooting out low from some bush. I never had a chance to avoid it.
I still hate myself for it.
Indeed i never hurt, tortured or killed animals or insects as i had a very high degree of respect for them since i was a baby ( i was around cats, dogs, birds, turtles and some other stuff since i was born).
Those pity humans are a completly other thing
.
I guess i can myself call honourable and loyal to the core. As long as you show me that you are the same way towards me. If not, you better never cross me.
I have exactly 6 friends and everyone of them (heck even my own mother
) call me heartless and cold (towards other people) on a regular basis...
Tbh, most of these situation my friends and family refer to are not that clear to me. I had some serious brawls and some of my friends were involved too.
They refered to my expression as i stroke down those who attacked me. They called it cold, i call it effectiv.
To get this clear, i never initiated brawls, but i never run off of one. If such a chance is opening up to me (test skills against humans), i go on to it as best as possible
.
Btw. hunting deer (or other animals) would be much more "honorable" or "challenging" if they could shoot back.