I found it while looking at the article about Insomnia, since I sometimes have trouble sleeping, and wanted to learn more. So, the scary part is that DSPS symptoms match my sleeping patterns (and other aspects of my life) with uncanny precision.DSPS is a circadian rhythm sleep disorder, a chronic disorder of the timing of sleep, peak period of alertness, hormonal and other rhythms. People with DSPS tend to fall asleep well after midnight and also have difficulty waking up in the morning.
Often, people with the disorder report that they cannot sleep until early morning, but they fall asleep at about the same time every "night", no matter what time they go to bed. Unless they have another sleep disorder such as sleep apnea in addition to DSPS, patients can sleep well, and have a normal need for sleep. Therefore, they find it very difficult to wake up in time for a typical school or work day since they have only slept for a few hours. However, they sleep soundly, wake up spontaneously, and do not feel sleepy again until their next "night" if they are allowed to follow their own maladjusted schedule, e.g. sleeping from 4 a.m. to noon.
The syndrome usually develops in early childhood or adolescence, and sometimes disappears in adolescence or early adulthood. It can be to a greater or lesser degree treatable, depending on the severity, but cannot be cured. A reported 200,000 teenagers in the United States and Canada suffer from the disorder.
This, of course, immediately fired off my self-awareness alarms. Is it true that I have a psychological condition? Or am I just clinging to this handy justification for my laziness and lack of willpower?
Nowadays it seems like every single human flaw is being systematically labeled and cataloged, the blame then dumped into the condition. It is specially hairy with things such as this DSPS, wich have both a low volume of confirmed cases (around 0.17%), and are, and I quote, "frequently misdiagnosed or dismissed".
How far does a "character flaw" have to go to become an actual condition? How much of the responsibility for the effects of said condition is lifted off the person? I don't think it is right to use a medical condition as a shield against responsibility, but is there a point where I should blame some of my mistakes to something that is obviously out of my control?
Things are more clear cut with more serious illness, but in the case of these "rare" psychological conditions, the lines between normal and abnormal, or healthy and unhealthy, are so blurred you can't tell the outline even from orbit. And it is tempting, and easy, to fall into a victimist mindset, and blame this for everything, from sleepiness to taxes.
So, in a nutshell, how should re-naming laziness as DSPS affect my life? How much blame should I place on it? Or to make it a more general question, how much should one of these non-critical conditions alter a person's mindset?
For the record, I'll get tested for the syndrome before assuming I actually have it, of course.