CaptainChewbacca wrote:Quit being so defensive, skeeter. We don't know how long you sleep, and you're starting alot of semi-clueless threads.
Pace yourself.
I'm sorry. I know I'm too defensive over something that isn't a big deal. I'm not going to lie, it's not just about my pride, please hear me out.
Really, most of you guys have been really good about this, I shouldn't be treating you like this. The reason I'm like this, besides just being a belligerant fool, is because of someone close to me. I'm still a fool, but I'm a fool because I can't deal with my own faults without worrying about her. When I write these, there's a small child on my lap that thinks I'm the best thing since bipedal locomotion. When I write, I can't seem to back off, or think, or even admit I've made a mistake because I'm worried what she'll think, and I don't want to see that look on her face when she says "Daddy, why? Why are you so hard on yourself?" I know this doesn't sound so bad, I've been told much worse, but it's just painful, especially since I can't answer her question. I try, I try to answer her, "I'm not" or "It's all true" but I can't. I can't say anything, I can't tell my little girl her role model isn't worth it. I hope you understand.