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Post by **haas mark** » 2003-02-22 04:34am

A lot has been going on between myself and my Rob, lately, and it seems I may be moving down to South Carolina faster than I expected to be.

I will let you all know that I am very depressed right now, but I will be able to pull through this. I'm just feeling a little bit sick, though.

Right now, I am just trying to figure out what I need to do.. He's my top priority, and if I lose him, I will lose it. I'll lose it all.

I know what I need to do, but I don't know how I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm trying, but it's hard. Very hard. I just need the money to do it.

[whimpers and attempts to cry]

Reply however you feel to this, but I know that I'm going to have to swallow my pride in order to pull this off..

Enforcer Talen · Post by **Enforcer Talen** » 2003-02-22 04:39am

first off, get some sleep. its 4:30 eastern time, so your up rather late. insomnia is very bad for depression - lessens your ability to think.

second - no one is end all be all. I know it feels like that sometimes, but your life is not based around someone else, or shouldnt be.

third; Im not entirely sure what you and rob are having trouble with, but if it's a fight, I would suggest a few days to cool off, then chat nicely. emotions can be very rough after hours or days of arguing.

Shinova · Post by **Shinova** » 2003-02-22 04:39am

If only I were rich, then I could be sending you bucketfuls of money.

Wish you luck anyways.

Post by **haas mark** » 2003-02-22 04:41am

Enforcer Talen wrote:first off, get some sleep. its 4:30 eastern time, so your up rather late. insomnia is very bad for depression - lessens your ability to think.

I know that but I am not tired. I may be up late, and it may be 2:30 am, but right now is the first time we've had to chat in a long time.

second - no one is end all be all. I know it feels like that sometimes, but your life is not based around someone else, or shouldnt be.

But you don't understand what is behind it.

third; Im not entirely sure what you and rob are having trouble with, but if it's a fight, I would suggest a few days to cool off, then chat nicely. emotions can be very rough after hours or days of arguing.

It's not a fight... just something that will take time to work out. And hopefully, not much time.

Post by **haas mark** » 2003-02-22 04:41am

Shinova wrote:If only I were rich, then I could be sending you bucketfuls of money.

Wish you luck anyways.

Thank you. [hugs]

Enforcer Talen · Post by **Enforcer Talen** » 2003-02-22 04:45am

verilon wrote:
Enforcer Talen wrote:first off, get some sleep. its 4:30 eastern time, so your up rather late. insomnia is very bad for depression - lessens your ability to think.
I know that but I am not tired. I may be up late, and it may be 2:30 am, but right now is the first time we've had to chat in a long time.

second - no one is end all be all. I know it feels like that sometimes, but your life is not based around someone else, or shouldnt be.
But you don't understand what is behind it.

third; Im not entirely sure what you and rob are having trouble with, but if it's a fight, I would suggest a few days to cool off, then chat nicely. emotions can be very rough after hours or days of arguing.
It's not a fight... just something that will take time to work out. And hopefully, not much time.

indeed. I cant offer more advice then that without knowing whats up, but I offer my support nontheless.

theski · Post by **theski** » 2003-02-22 10:24am

Verilon, I just moved to SC in NOV if you need anything just ask...

Kelly Antilles · Post by **Kelly Antilles** » 2003-02-22 10:28am

*hugs ver* You know... the job market is a little better over here. Taxes are a little better too.

But, what about school?

Hm, that's the only downfall I can see to everything. I know that being with Rob would probably settle you down a whole lot.

and why does it frighten me to know that theski lives that close to me?

Post by **haas mark** » 2003-02-22 10:28am

theski wrote:Verilon, I just moved to SC in NOV if you need anything just ask...

[smiles] Thank you for the offer; I will certainly keep that in mind.

theski · Post by **theski** » 2003-02-22 10:30am

Kelly, why does it scare you?????

Post by **haas mark** » 2003-02-22 10:32am

Kelly Antilles wrote:*hugs ver* You know... the job market is a little better over here. Taxes are a little better too.

But, what about school?

Hm, that's the only downfall I can see to everything. I know that being with Rob would probably settle you down a whole lot.

I know; that sort of seems to worry me, too. Francis Marion University doesnt have a Russian program, but it's all good. I can always go somewhere else if I have to. Plus, in addition to being with Rob, I would also be near two very good friends that live in NC.

and why does it frighten me to know that theski lives that close to me?

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InnerBrat · Post by **InnerBrat** » 2003-02-22 10:35am

Ver, hon, love you! If you wanna talk about it, feel free to AIM me if we're online together...

verilon wrote:Right now, I am just trying to figure out what I need to do.. He's my top priority, and if I lose him, I will lose it. I'll lose it all.

I know exactly how you feel here, babe. But it'll be alright, I promise. If you need to, you'll get through it.
I don't know what's going on, at all, but I have some idea what Rob means to you, and I hope it works out well for you.

I know what I need to do, but I don't know how I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm trying, but it's hard. Very hard. I just need the money to do it.

There are very few problems to which money is the only answer. Take a deep breath and take a fresh look at the problem.
You'll work it out, I know you will. If you want to talk but I'm working (i.e. not online) then pm me.
Or not, of course. you could talk this through with someone else, just offering my services.

D
xx

Post by **haas mark** » 2003-02-22 10:40am

innerbrat wrote:Ver, hon, love you! If you wanna talk about it, feel free to AIM me if we're online together...

verilon wrote:Right now, I am just trying to figure out what I need to do.. He's my top priority, and if I lose him, I will lose it. I'll lose it all.
I know exactly how you feel here, babe. But it'll be alright, I promise. If you need to, you'll get through it.
I don't know what's going on, at all, but I have some idea what Rob means to you, and I hope it works out well for you.

Thank you for your support. And now that I have had a couple of hours of sleep, I am feeling much better.

I know what I need to do, but I don't know how I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm trying, but it's hard. Very hard. I just need the money to do it.
There are very few problems to which money is the only answer. Take a deep breath and take a fresh look at the problem.

It is not so much that money is the only answer as that money is going to be vital in getting where I want to go with this.

You'll work it out, I know you will. If you want to talk but I'm working (i.e. not online) then pm me.
Or not, of course. you could talk this through with someone else, just offering my services.

D
xx

Again, many thanks for your support. [hugs]

Kelly Antilles · Post by **Kelly Antilles** » 2003-02-22 10:58am

theski wrote:Kelly, why does it scare you?????

I don't know... that's why I'm asking.

theski · Post by **theski** » 2003-02-22 11:08am

Kelly, Don't be afraid. I'm just a right leaning, retail manager, fairly harmless, trying to learn my way around the BBS

Mark S · Post by **Mark S** » 2003-02-22 12:09pm

Good luck with whatever beast you're up against. Things will work out. They always do.

Post by **haas mark** » 2003-02-22 12:20pm

Mark S wrote:Good luck with whatever beast you're up against. Things will work out. They always do.

That is too true, sometimes.

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