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Jimmy was in Chemistry
now he isn't any more.

What Jimmy thought was H2O
was H2SO4.

IG-88E wrote:Jimmy was in Chemistry
now he isn't any more.

What Jimmy thought was H2O
was H2SO4.

OUCH

Poem 10A

I need to cry,
But there's no shoulder.
I need to cry,
But there is no one there.
I need to cry,
But who will be there to comfort me?
I need to cry,
Because I can't get to the one I love.

From Leo, a friend of mine from LiveJournal:

Love, words that cut real deep
Words spoken before they left
Why they spoke of love, just to leave
They do you perpose to do the same
The four or five that came before
You follow their wore path easily
Though the pain, I can't bare
So pull me from the water
Or let me sink and drown

And

Heart feels weak and cold
Hither love and chase the chill
Erase the pain the grows day in and out
Loves light to lead my heart from shadow
Cold and shivering, alone in the dark
waiting for you, for love, for the warmth to spark

~Unfinished...

And

The loneliness eats at my heart like a maggot eats a corpse,
Razor cuts do nothing but cause physical pain,
Though it doesn't compare to the tear in my soul

Poem 11A (I have no words) (From me to him)

I have no words
For the way you feel
I have no wrods
for the depression that hads been caused
I have no words
for the way you make me feel
Always sitting there, lonely
lonely
like me
Depressed and alone
I have no words
for the sympathy i want to express
For the way I want to say to you
I feel what you feel
but it would be a lie

Poem 11B

the tears flow freely
in the wind
how i wish they would go
away
the tears form my eyes
they keep coming
never leaving
never quite rimming the lid of my eye
the razor cuts into my skin
a bad thing to do
but there still
the urge exists
and i cry no more

I have some limericks:

There once was a man named DarkStar
He delusioned that he could get far
He was a jackass
I found smarter life in swamp gas
Someone ran him over with a car.

There once was an alien from Mars
A purple lawyer dealing used cars
While suing Ford
Was ran over with an Accord
Driven by latter-day czars.

And, a haiku:

I cannot write poems
My weak attempts were ty
Oh well, I must go

(done to the theme music to "The Beverly Hill Billys")

Listen to the story of a man named Jed.

Crazy mother fucker had a rubber on his head.

Then one day he was fucking Elly May

In walked Granny, he didn't know what to do

So he threw her on the bed and fucked her too.

Up the ass that is...way up.


(Remembered this from my childhood.)

Monitor Is Broke
I Threw A Vase At The Thing
I Am Really Stoned

Evil Sadistic Bastard wrote:Monitor Is Broke
I Threw A Vase At The Thing
I Am Really Stoned

Haiku. Interesting.

I would put something in here, but I'm even having writer's block from poetry. Ugh.

Want To Write Something
Stupid Words Won't Leave My Head
I Hate Writer's Block

EDIT: I mean that too. I'm trying to think of the next chapter for my fic, but all I can think of are XV8 Crisis Battlesuits.

Evil Sadistic Bastard wrote:Want To Write Something
Stupid Words Won't Leave My Head
I Hate Writer's Block

EDIT: I mean that too. I'm trying to think of the next chapter for my fic, but all I can think of are XV8 Crisis Battlesuits.

Ditto....I usually can write either poetry or fic, but neither is coming....I wante dto try to take a hack at my fic tonight, but (A) I can't find the disk, (B) I can't find what I printed it out on, and (C) word arent' coming to me, anyways.

Head Is Filled With Thoughts
Of Dancing Tau BattleSuits
I Think I'm Insane

And with these poems, the thread is resurrected.

Poem 12A

I am gone, to return again,
like the Phoenix,
out of ashes.
Dead once agian, but no more,
like the Phoenix,
out of ashes.
I was born, I flew, I burned, I slept, I died,
like the Phoenix,
out of ashes.
Leaving, only to return once again,
like the Phoenix,
out of ashes.

Poem 12B

Thy gloom, thy doom, thy dark abysmal death.
I shy from it, and yet embrace it, embrace thee
No longer do I cast down thy touch, thy touch of death,
Unending sleep, welcome, enter my life with joy.
Keep not the scyth-blade from my throat, my heart,
Leave not unto darkness without me, without my body, my soul.
My god, the light! The bright light!
Who is that I see, motioning, shying me away?
It is but thy sister, my love, shying me away!
Am I that despicable, that unimpressionable, for thou to shun me?
Why? I ask my love. Why doth thou rejecteth me?
And then thou pulleth me aside, and say to mine own face,
It is not thy time, thou sayeth. She sayeth it herself.
If thou goeth forth, thou will be apart, not together!
Thy love will be in vain! This I say to thee!
I look down, aside, away. With truly broken heart I say,
I would have chosen death for thee rather than life,
But that is not my path. I will not love another.
And so thou taketh me unto my right world of day
And I thank thee, and live again, heart shattered, and lovelorn.

Let sweet dreams be beckoned by
the gentle warmth of covered bed
and restful slumber of children
whose ancestral stars sparkle
seated in the deepest realm
of infinity and its shadow.

Rest, star-child, rest
thy body, mind, and spirit
comfort in the musings
brought forth from dream
in place of thought.

Toil, heavens, rest ne'er
while star-children yet slumber
and bestow upon them
now, and forevermore
the sweetest of dreams
beyond bodily perception
settling only in the
deepest lattices of the soul.

Well, why not something with an SW flavor? This was written by an antecedent of the Sith tradition in the SW game I'm running, some 5000 years after the founding of the Republic, right before he and his Brotherhood fled accross the galaxy.
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CORUSCANT PRAYER
Ku Radama

Awoken in shadows
The dawn-bird's feathers an ashen black
Burned by the light, burned to cinders
My evening's ablutions become my waking ones
And the morning greeting of dawn the lover's embrace of dusk

Hear me, shadows between the stars!
I implore thee, that blackness between the points of light!
All-pervasive, everywhere I may look
Between the stars like shadows always
It is within the shadows we walk.

For what are the depths of hyperspace but the ultimate shadows?

Hear me, shadows between the stars!
I cast off my facade of light
Take off my mask of luminous aether
Behold I stand before you, arms upreached
A shadow amongst shadows
A shadow beneath shadows

I am become a shadow
O shadows, I am one of you!
I consume the light ere I am consumed
Face my struggle against the fires of morn
As I descend deep, deeper unto the abyss of the soul
Within there, O shadows, may I find my true self
Within there, O shadows, may I find my true self
Within there, O shadows, may I find what was burned out of me
And yet still exists, still lies lodged within the deepest heart
No fire may burn, no light may illuminate
That which lies within
Only with eyes of night
Only with eyes of fear
Only with eyes of loss
Can that which is in my heart be seen
Can that which is in my soul be seen

Hear me, shadows between the stars!
Cast off my lies, shatter the illusion!
Show me the path of shadows that I wish to tread
To free myself from shackles of starfire

I will not fear
I must fear
I will not fear
The shadows within

I must fear
I will not fear
I must fear
The light that burns

Hear me, shadows I see between the spires of Courscant's towers
World of light, and world of shadow
Take me from this place, lead me from the nightmare of light
to the dreams of night
Show me the path of shadows
Show me, and let me fear and not fear
The shadows within, above, and beyond

I have seen the reign of fire dawn; the Age of Man overthrown
Pride and arrogance slay the righteous; they fall alongside the wicked
Chaos now overcomes sanity; death becomes the peace of the innocent
The mighty are slain by their own hand; the world is against its self
We have failed in the appointed task; a thousand agonies approach us
The fire's reign turns to shadow; hope shatters into a shifting clay.
The all-consuming war has finally reached sacred Terra in all her Majesty;
Lord Vishnu, why did this toil of despair and suffering fall upon us!?

There once was a Super Star Destroyer
Commanded by a wannabe lawyer
It sailed to its doom
Got shot at and went boom
And the scrap was made into a boiler

wrote this about 10 min ago, when I was told a good friend had no wish to speak to me again.

Enforcer Talen says:
slash my throat and flay my arms, this is the place of blood red cairns
Enforcer Talen says:
dig me deep and drive me home, the dying place and the sprectral moan
Enforcer Talen says:
dying, dying, we all dance, this is life impaled on lance
Enforcer Talen says:
ripped out hearts and ashy souls, we all rest on blackened coals
Enforcer Talen says:
veins are nipped and blood is sucked, this is life and -grins- we're all fucked

A butterfly lands,
it's beauty is unequalled,
life is transient.

I apoligise for how bad it is.

Frozen

Its been awhile since ive been able to smile
and I dont think its gonna happen anytime soon
so many times I picture you nd whenever I do
I can't see me I just dont belong at your side

Its ok I guess I knew it would be like this
All I can do is dream of your kiss
Wrap myself in sleeps sweet embrace
just to see a smile on your face

too many false hopes and crazy dreams
thinking i was going somewhere and taking you with me
but why would you hold back and give yourself
to someone destined to fail like me

And I guess I new it would go this way
and im out of things for me to say
I'll just leave you alone and maybe then
I'll be able to rest alone again

and now my heart grows cold again
frozen by a lack of feeling
the numbness frees me once again
from painful emotions and my own heart.

Kalina's Song

Its just the two of us now
with all the time in the world
and Im always thanking fate
for delivering me this girl
were so close together now
I m pressed against your chest
its so quiet and serene now
I hear her heart beneath her breast
And as I lean in to finally touch her lips
she fades away into thin air
but it felt so real her skin was silk smooth
I can still smell the fresh scent of her hair
Its all too sudden and I wonder what just took place
where did she go with my smile on her face


and maybe i'll see her again outside of this dream
and maybe i'll see her again with my own eye
maybe i'll finally see her, before the day i die

memories that never happended
and thoughts that never occured
These things Im not sure ever took place
make my memory a blur
to be in love with a dream
never being able to get truly close
being haunted by idle memories
its like falling in love with a ghost
so what do I have to do to be happy again
if not now or never then when?


and maybe i'll see her again when I go to sleep
and maybe i'll see her again before its too late
and maybe i'll actually see her when im awake

I have returned, so to speak


The Devotion

Nothing else matters.
Never has and never will,
When I have you,
Only you whom I need in this world.

With you I need not know anything else
All else matter not and are unimportant
For you are the only thing that matters,
And I don't need to know anything else.

Blind me,
Cuff me,
Gag me,
Do whatever you want with me;
Rend my hearing asunder with your
Voice of jewels, of glittering everlasting.

Nothing to see, nothing to hear;
Nothing else to rent hope to,
Nothing else to lease care for.

For you are all I need.
You are my devotion,
You are my everlasting commitment,
You are my everything.

Boy sits all alone
Girl dumped him for another
Reality bites

(Dumb, but I had to get it out of my head)

One of my oldies, spawned in my sick brain from too much Coca Cola and reflection over how broadband eats your life...

"Cursed thy connection be,
now thy waking hours flee.
Mind the time when thou wert free;
nevermore its like thoul't see."

...and now, a new one. Oh, and it's veery dramatic, too.

"Drink cheap agony in a plastic wine glass.
Darkness, angst, a wrapped up package.
I am so much more than you,
drunk on my freedom and my black lip gloss.

I am the stalking beast, the savage hunter;
the beautiful terrible striking angel of death
in a black overcoat and silk choker.
Uncaught, unseen, both loved and hated.

Mine is the power of fang and tooth,
of rat and bat, of shadow solified.
My world is the one of mortals dream.
I am the poser, and I drink your fear."