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About 17 years of life... to damn shy for my own good...

Hmm, also I suppose there was this private matter that I survived and learned from... if I could go back to when that was happening I'd kick my ass so bad I'd still need a donut to sit on in the present...

Breaking up with Rob.

I knew I was being irrational. I knew I was being stupid. I probably knew that most of what I was feeling was all in my flu-ridden head. But I was hurting so bad that I couldn't see us going on without sorting it out, and I was sure he'd bring me back to earth and tell me I was being stupid.

But he didn't. He'd had too much of my melodrama, and took the opportunity to bow out. By the time I came out of the fever I'd lost the best thing that had ever happened to me.

My previous Marriage.


However, if not for that fiasco, I'd never have met SirNitram

My life biggest misstake ever, is that I did not tell the girl of my dreams, how I felt for her while I had the chance. Now she is with somebody else.

I still love her.

The usual 'too little, too late' deals with a couple women.

Not turning my best friend in for help.

Back in '95 my best friend and I just happened to be stationed over in Germany in same general area. We met up every weekend and partied. Then one weekend, he showed me something he was into now days. Dope and huffing. We go into one hell of an argument. I told him that I didn't give a shit about the dope, that’s his decision and his career when/if he gets caught, but huffing.thats just Russian rulete. Well... to make a long story short he ended up promising me that he would quit and that was that.
Six months later he PCSed, that was the last time I saw him alive. The next year I got a phone call from my father and he told me that my friend was found in his barracks room dead on a couch with a canister of propane and some rags. To this day I feel like I am to blame for his death

I shall reply with 1998.

It was LONG stream of regrets and very little good.

the day i discovered i was attracted to the opposite sex ... i could of gone without that =)


i have many regrets with every girl ive been attracted to there after

I'm happy with my choices in romance, but not finance.

Not being able to shoot lightning beams like the Emperor is my biggest regret in life.

Blah blah blah girl blah blah blah waited too long blah blah blah with someone else. Same fucking story everyone else has already heard.

<sigh> Meet the new boss, same as the old boss.