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The Tale of Darth Vader's Son - Chapter Eight
Carzeta Myntrela cursed, when the bell to her door rang. She had no time for visitors now. If she didn´t hurry, she would be late at the garrison for the take off.
The bell rang again.
"Alright, alright, I´m coming."
She rushed to the door, wondering who it could be. After all, it was five o´clock in the morning. Gorin's Nanny was supposed to arrive in two hours, when she was already on her way and Galina was always punctual. Opening the door she prepared herself to rip of the head of the unfortunate visitor.
"Do you have any idea, what time it is? Who do you think ... ." only then Carzeta recognized the person standing outside her apartment. "Master Skywalker, I ..., I´m sorry, I wasn´t expecting you." she stuttered.
"Apology accepted, Commander Myntrela." the Jedi-Master said with a smile.
"Well, since you are already here, why don´t you come in?" asked Carzeta. "Unfortunately I have less to no time."
"I know." answered Luke Skywalker. "I thought I could give you a ride to the hangar and we could talk on the way."
"Talk on the way?" wondered Carzeta. "Talk about what?"
"Well ...," the Jedimaster hesitated for the moment. But before he was able to continue, Gorin appeared on the scene.
"Mommy, who is there?" The little boy was rubbing the sleep out of his eyes with one hand. His other hand was pressing a wookee-doll against his small chest.
"Hello Gorin. Its me Luke Skywalker. Remember me?" Luke greeted the child. Gorin only nodded his head. Then he saw his mother in her flightsuit and his eyes went wide.
"Mom, you are going?" he asked and Luke thought to hear something like terror in his voice.
"Yes honey, I´m going on a mission. I told you about it a few days ago. Remember the gift I promised to get for you when I´m back?" Carzeta twinkled at her son with a smile. But Gorin didn´t seem to notice. He let the wookee-doll drop to the floor and rushed towards his mother, hugging her long legs.
"Don´t go." he pleaded. "Please don´t leave me alone." Tears started to drop down his cheeks.
Ignoring the presence of Luke Skywalker, Carzeta Myntrela bent down and took her son into her arms.
"Sheeeee." she tried to calm down the little child. "Whats wrong, Gorin? When we talked yesterday, you´ve been so brave and now my big boy is crying?"
"That was yesterday." Gorin muttered. "Don´t go. Something terrible will happen. I have a bad feeling about this. Please."
"Oh, but you don´t have to feel bad, honey. Mommy will come back, you don´t have to worry."
"But why do you have to go? Why do you have to go and not somebody else?" inquisited the little boy.
"Because there are evil people out there, who make life for all the boys like you and their mommies miserable and they have to be stopped. Remember what I have told you about responsibilities?" Carzeta looked her son deep in the eyes. The child nodded his head. "Well, this is my responsibility, because your mommy is one of the best." She placed a quick kiss on her son's forehead. "And the people I´m flying with belong to the best, so nothing will happen to me."
Luke Skywalker watched mother and son silentely, wondering if Gorin's fear was caused by a hint of the Force or if the child simply had had a nightmare. After all the boy was old enough to understand, that his mother had a dangerous profession. But fortunately not old enough to understand, that being the best meant also being the one chosen for the most dangerous missions first.
He suppressed a sigh, wishing for an idea what to say. He had none.
The young Commander's efforts seemed to succeed and Carzeta put Gorin to the floor. Taking his hand into hers she lead him to his bedroom. When she returned Luke Skywalker was still standing there. Putting on a coat and taking a small bag Carzeta Myntrela pointed to the door.
"If you are ready, we can go."
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"Thank you." Carzeta said when they were sitting inside the air-cab.
"Thank you for what?" Luke Skywalker asked back.
"Thank you for not interfering by saying something. Gorin is smart enough to recognize when somebody is talking podoo."
"Actually I wanted to say something, but I had no idea what."
"How about: "Your mother doesn´t have to do this!" or "Its irresponsible of your mother to go on dangerous missions with no relatives to take care of you, if something happens."" the young Kuati explained.
Luke Skywalker raised an eyebrow. "You heard such things before?"
"Actually yes. And there are times I hear them from within. How can I do the things I do and risk my life, while I´m the only person my son has? Why can´t somebody else do them? Why can´t I simply step back and live with my child in my own small and safe bubble?"
"I´ll admit, I was tempted to say something, but thought the better of it." said Luke Skywalker.
"But you didn´t. Why?"
The Jedi-Master hesitated for a moment. "Because you are a grown-up woman." He finally said. "You are responsible for yourself and I have no right to make your decisions for you. That would mean I would enforce my will over yours and even if it might happen with good intentions, it would be selfish. Selfish, because it would mean I am right and you are not and because of this I can do whatever I want."
"Even if you are right?" Carzeta asked.
"Even, if I am right it would be wrong to act this way." confirmed Luke Skywalker. "And I'm not always doing or knowing the right thing."
"Has to be hard." the Commander of the Clawfingers mused. "To know what is best for the people and to stand by and watch how they run into the opposite direction."
"Yes, that is the hardest part. And I only become used to it slowly."
With a lump in his throat Luke Skywalker remembered, when he had turned to the Dark Side on Byss, believing he could destroy the dark from within. If not for Leia the galaxy would have been doomed by the reborn emperors rule again. He also thought about his first students at the Jedi-Academy on Yavin 4. The losses and failures he had encountered there. Gantoris, Kyp Durron, Brakiss, Dolph. The dangers he hadn´t seen in the shadows of the temple. Exar Kuns evil spirit. Painful, but also necessary lessons not only in patience, but also in humility. He hoped he had learned his lesson well, since others had paid the price for his mistakes. Carzeta seemed to have read his thoughts.
"And it has to be extremly hard to watch, when the person in question is not only responsible for herself, but also for another person. Somebody we consider innocent." she said softly.
"Since you know that, why don´t you step back and let another one do the job?" asked Luke Skywalker. Carzeta was silent for a moment.
"There is a war out there. And if we like it or not, it effects us all. If I would be a person, who steps back from danger or her profession the moment there is a child, I could as well have stayed back home in the golden and secure cage my family and the traditions of the Kuat-Nobility provide. That is not what I wanted to do with my life and so I left.
Of course I had no idea, that I would have to go this way accompied by a child." At that Carzeta Myntrela twinkled at Luke Skywalker. "You have to know, Gorin was planned for much later, but now I´m happy to have him." Again the woman was silent for a moment. "Besides, if I step back, somebody else would have to take my place in the task-force. Another husband, father or son. Somebody who is perhaps less qualified. And, if my son asks in a few years "Mom, what have you done during the war?" I don´t want to answer "Well, I wanted to have an impact, but then you were born and I decided to let somebody else fight for me". That would be selfish."
"But is it really necessary, now that the tide of the war has already turned against the Empire and the outcome is inevitable?" asked Luke Skywalker.
"Inevitable?" wondered Carzeta. "If you really think this way, I have to wonder why you have joinded the rebellion. The Empire is still in better condition than the rebellion at Endor. Despite that the rebellion won. So don´t talk about the inevitable."
"You are right, of course." admitted the Jedimaster. "But that wasn´t the topic I wanted to talk about. I wanted to talk about Gorin."
"Gorin? Why are you interested in Gorin?" asked Carzeta. Concern showed on the face of the young mother.
"I think he is Force-sensitive." Luke answered.
"Force-sensitive? As in Force-sensitive like a Jedi?"
"Yes. And if my impression is right, he is incredible strong." admitted Luke.
"I would be flattered, but he can't have it from me. I don´t have any Force-powers at all. Nobody in my entire family has." Carzeta protested.
"We still don't know how they work. It is a wide-spread misconception, that Force-ability is related to genetics. A misconception I once believed, too. But the more I learned about the Jedi of old, the more I came to realize, that among the myriads of Jedi of the past five-thousand years only a few belonged to what you can call Jedi-families. I'm not even sure, if the Force manifestating itself within members of the same family is not a rather recent development." Luke explained.
"But what could have caused such a development?" Carzeta asked. "What has changed over the last years to ... ohhh." A look of understanding appeared on her face. "The Jedi-purge of the Empire." The young Commander took her time to disgest the idea. "It is an interesting theory, but for it to work you're applying a lot of sentinence onto something, that is usually described as an energy-field. I find it hard to believe, that the Force is activly helping you with re-establishing a new Jedi-Order by concentrating itself within a few select families."
"Because you view the Force as a tool, Commander. For a Jedi the Force is like a partner."
"Fine. But what does this have to do with my son?"
"Because, if you like it or not, your son has those powers. And you and he will have to life with them." Seeing, that Carzeta Myntrela was about to protest Luke raised a hand. "I'm not asking you to give your son away to become a Jedi. That decision will be up to him when he is old enough. But I thought it better to tell you now, so you can get used to the idea."
"It is not an idea I like." Carzeta growled. "Although I'm truly grateful for the warning."
"I'm really sorry and I can understand, if you're upset." A boyish grin appeared on Luke's face. "Please don't shoot the messenger. If my theory is right, then Gorin's father is the one to blame. What can you tell me about him?"
Carzeta blushed. Part of her wanted to tell Luke Skywalker to mind his own business. How should she explain her short, passionate encounter with Gorin's father without the Jedi-Master thinking bad of her. On the other side he might be the only person, who wouldn´t judge her for her actions.
"I´ve already told you about him." she said with a low voice. "As well, that I don´t know his real name."
Unterstanding appeared in Luke Skywalkers eyes. "Watto Tarashon."
"Yes." The young woman hesitated for a moment, since she had never talked to anybody about this, but after all this time, she wanted to speak with somebody about it, somebody who would understand. When Luke Skywalker asked her, what she could tell about Gorin's father, it broke out of her like a river.
"Please don´t think me to be an easy girl. I´m not. I was young, exited and more than a little bit rebellious. I was going to leave my home and Watto offered me a ride to Coruscant. He was somehow associated with my Granduncle and Uncle Geven seemed to trust him. Since I was on my own then I wanted to save money, despite the fact, that I carried more with me than some people earn in their entire live. Despite the fact that I knew him for less than an hour, I felt drawn to him, although I wouldn´t call it a crush. We just fit. Can you understand that?"
Luke Skywalker nodded his head. He remembered himself at that fateful day on Tatooine, when he had first seen Leia, as well as the times when he had competed against Han in courting her. Fortunately Leia had chosen the smuggler and only the Force knew, what might have happened, if she had decided otherwise.
"Sounds like an attractive guy." he said aloud, just to say something.
"Attractive, yes. But not a beau. Handsome although in a somehow brutal way. Tall, with broad shoulders and, as I discovered later, with incredible muscles. You know, the strong protector-type. And then those laserblue eyes." Carzeta smiled at Luke Skywalker, lost in her memories. "I don´t know why, but you remind me of him."
"I´ll take that as a compliment." commented Luke Skywalker. "The poor woman still loves this guy." he thought with pity.
"Despite that I would never have, ... well you know, just for the looks of him. But there was also another quality about him. Trustworthy, loyal. You just had to look at him and you knew, this guy would go to hell and back, if he cares for you, while at the same time there would be no safe place in the universe if you belonged to his enemies. A vulcan of passions, strictly controlled, but there. He really had a presence. Powerful. Very powerful. Like a Prince of Darkness. Somebody, who always gets what he wants."
"So he took advantage of you?" asked Luke Skywalker with sympathy. This description certainly fit anybody, but not a Jedi-Knight.
"Oh no, he didn´t had to. He was the perfect gentleman. Polite, well educated and very observant. He was a good listener. And as I said I was very rebellious at that time. It didn´t took us two hours to set the shuttle on autopilot and move to his cabin for the next two days, where ... ."
"I don´t have to know." explained Luke Skywalker quickly, rising his hands in defeat. Just to imagine, what a godess like Carzeta Myntrela and a man like the one she just had described could do in two days in a secluded cabin was too much even for a Jedi-Master. "What happened then?"
"Well, as promised, he dropped me at Coruscant, where he asked me, if I wanted to see him again and if he should give me an adress to contact him. I told him he could visit me anytime he wanted, but I wanted no adress. I didn´t wanted to become an ordinary relationship what the two of us have had. I haven´t seen him again, but nine months later Gorin was born. His birth has made things harder, but he is also a constant source of joy.
Its the loss of his father, that he doesn´t know his son."
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Lucan Vader walked through the streets of the vast city.
To his right were the lanes for the aircars and repulsortransports, forming the middle of the broad valley between the mile high starscrapers and towers of the city. The gaps between the huge buildings were big enough for the sun to touch the ground even here.
It was a light day, the sun shone bright and the sky was blue. The air was fresh and the passages were flanked by huge green trees. The wide walkways between the buildings and the traffic-lanes were neat enough to eat from, despite countless people walking on them in different directions. Children were playing, shop-owners doing business and the people made room for him, the moment he moved foreward, looking at him with respect and admiration in their eyes.
It was a picture of order, of peace. An enviroment were people were able to take care of their businesses and become wealthy by it.
As it should be.
Viewing a group of stormtroopers patrolling along the walkway, Lucan mused about the looks of admiration and respect. It was a good feeling, especially since he deserved it for all he had done, for what he had achieved and for what he was. The people of the galaxy had finally accepted his superiority over them, willingly entrusted their lives and their future into his hands.
It was a happy burden, although he had to carry it alone. Being superior meant also being seperated from others, since they weren´t his equals. But Lucan didn´t blame them for being inferior and different than him. After all, it wasn´t their fault.
"Things could always be that easy, if people were only willing to accept, what they are." he thought.
The view changed.
The son of Darth Vader was now standing on the top of a high mountain. Looking down he could see the city he had just been walking through. Looking up he saw the dark void of space with its uncounted numbers of stars. One day he would have visited them all. Star Destroyers and other ships, his ships, were moving between them, enforcing his peace, bringing law and order to the less civilizated areas of the universe. Not only in this galaxy, but in the other islands of stars as well.
Lucan was able to see it all, from his point of view, that high, on the top of his mountain.
The hissing sound of a respirator gave away the presence of another being. A strong hand was gently pressing his shoulder and Lucan, suddenly small compared to the towering figure of his father, Darth Vader, rested his head against the hip of the Dark Lord of the Sith.
"I did it, father." he said with a low voice. "I made our dream come true. I restored order and united the galaxy."
"Yes, you did it." answered Darth Vader with his deep voice. And then he said the words Lucan was willing to die for.
"I´m proud of you, my son."
Lucan closed his eyes in joy. He turned around to hug his fathers waist ...
... and dropped over the edge of the bed to the floor of his quaters aboard the Star Destroyer "Spectre".
"Autsch."
Swallowing down a curse he stood up. For over eight years now, this had been his favourite dream during the few occasions he really slept. Meditations in the Force were a much better way to regain his strenght, but Lucan allowed himself those little luxeries. Especially if he had company. For a moment he watched the sleeping form of the pretty ensign he had spent the night with. It didn´t matter to Lucan, if the crewers of his ship were male or female, human or alien, as long as they got the job done. Putting his clothes on he thought about last night and the passionate lovemaking with ... the ensign. Lucan turned around and looked at the sleeping form of the blond woman. Ensign ..., blast, what was her name?
"Admit it." he thought. "No passionate lovemaking, just sex. Hard and heated, but without soul." He sighed.
The woman in his bed wasn´t the first and certainly not the last, but it didn´t took long for Lucan to become bored with them. They seemed to lack something, although Lucan wasn´t able to see what. If he liked it or not, he felt lonely. The son of Darth Vader was aware of his own mortality, but if he wanted to make sure, that the galaxy stayed in capable hands as soon as he had conquered it, one day there would have to be somebody, who was able to replace him, to continue his work. Why not his own offspring? After all, he was the second generation of a dynasty and a third certainly wouldn´t hurt. Funny, that he wasn´t able to image one of the many women he had slept with to be the mother of his child. To think of one of them as his wife was even more laughable. He sighed again. Sooner or later he would have to find a suitable mate and if not... .Well, there was always the option to clone himself, like the late emperor Palpatine, but if no Spaarti-Cloning-Cylinder was available he better started soon.
Lucan didn´t knew why, but suddenly, without intention the image of another woman was in his head. Carzeta Myntrela. How could he have forgotten her? He remembered her very well. The way she laughed, the smell of her hair, her firm body pressed against his. Her bright spirit and her quick thinking. Her passion and compassion. Yes, that woman would make a worthy partner. Funny, that he only realized it now and not when he had been together with her. But then his mind had been occupied with other things. He wondered if she was well, if she was happy with her current live. If there was somebody else. And if so, if he could win her back or if he had to kill that guy. Yes, that was it. As soon as this mission was over, he would search her, find her and court her, until she agreed to become his wife. His wife and the mother of his children. But first there was a strike-team of the New Republic to destroy.
A shift of the bed and a yawn caused Darth Vader's sons thoughts back into the here and now. The blond ensign was sitting up, covering her naked body with the sheets and smiling at him. Lucan always wondered how a woman was able to glow the way they did after a night with him.
"Good morning, Mylord." she said.
"Morning." he greeted back. Suddenly he was extremly annoyed by her presence. He turned to the door, intending to leave, but her voice stopped him.
"Do you want me to come this evening, too, Mylord?" she asked with a sultry voice. Lucan turned back at her.
"I don´t think so." he only wanted to get rid of her. "By the way congregulations, Miss Dlarit. You´ve been promoted to Lieutenant."
"Wow, thank you, Mylord." she crawled to the edge of the bed, dropping the sheets a little bit to show her cleavage. "I can´t expect to show you my gratitude."
"About that I have no doubt. Unfortunately your new position is aboard the Interdictor-frigate "Catcher" so we won´t see again." The door opened. "Have a nice day."
The shocked look on the newly-promoted Lieutenant Dlarits face was something he didn´t saw anymore.
The optimist thinks, that we live in the best of all possible worlds and the pessimist is afraid, that this is true.
"Don't ask, what your country can do for you. Ask, what you can do for your country." Mao Tse-Tung.